i love SIMPLE (:

ss

2007-03-26T10:59:00.000-07:00

Back to blog!

Many things happened,but yeah shall not brood over it, because things happen for a reason.Recently there were many ups and downs.I wanna dedicate this post to you i hope you really understand ok ?

To whom it maybe concernced,

Tried once, failed once. Tried twice failed twice. Tried thrice and as usual failed the third time. I am still not ready getting into one especially a long distance one.I don't believe in one,To me,a long distance relationship is one that as long as both parties are not in the same area and even if they were in the same country yet different parts,it is still considered LDR.I have my studies to priortise as i told you before and i can't let anything affect this.I know that you and me know what we are doing but my dear it is time to move on because i am really not ready to settle down yet and get committed at all.

As much as i love to see both of us together for you really gave me sweet memories and made me laugh like hell, but for the fact that we are so far apart,and you are always feeling insecure and i definitely will feel insecure too and also for the fact that i and you have our studies to concentrate on because without a proper education, we can't get a stable job.This is about being practical and realistical in society.So please do realise that this won't be fruitful.

I won't say that i do not have feelings for you at all,because right from the start you know where you stand even though i don't say it out and also because what you did have moved me alot and yes that every little action just made me feel so touched.If i continue this with you, i will just make you feel hurt more because i will become very bochup and in the end back to square one for i want my freedom and a no strings attached thing.

I'm only 18 my dear and you are 19, i dont wanna get tied down yet, i still wanna enjoy and do many things which i previously could not achieve and with all these, even if you were to come down to look for me, so what does it really change or should i say what will it change? will it make any difference? Sad to say no because of the determination of wanting to study and not getting tied down yet, and yeah i reckon i will have time for you,because i do not even have time for myself now.

Let's just sum it up that it is impossible between the both of us for now i wanna concentrate on my studies and i think you should do the same thing too, if we are meant to be together we will be ok my dear? But yeah to let you know that when we were together my feelings for you were real...take care and i hope you know what i am trying to say...(:

Because for now michelle just wants to enjoy and study and DANCE take care people and hopefully you understand what i'm trying to put across to you.

ha

2007-03-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

To my mummy,

I now know you read my blog, then i shall say this for you said a blog is for everone to view and i as the blogger can blog what i want so i shall say this sincerely. I'm sorry for lying to you and i hope after today, the words said to each other will make us really understand each other better and not drift away from each other and i really mean it and i am the luckiest girl on earth to have you as my mother. I'm sorry for whatever i said, I love you mummy! (:

dd

2007-03-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Well back to update.Nothing much to say but life have really been damn good and yeah learing things which i was not able to do previously!! Life's so fullfillig now!! HAHA i prefer to upload pixs now then typing so yah shall show you some pictures if you like it continue to scroll if not just close it (:...up to u to decide!!! Some random pics + popo's bday tday (18/3/07)

My daddy acting like a butcher hahahaha supper funny! only minus off the pig blood on the cloth and WA-LLA!!! a butcher is born!=X

Granny's birthday with Auntie Gladyis , Uncle joe and Auntie mary! ( anti-clockwise)

Grandmother's birthday!!! Happy birthday my dearest popo!!!!MUACK!!!!!!

HAHA what's granny doing?wanting to cut the delicious yummy cake of course!!!

Finally the little fat blob a.k.a vanessa saw food and decided to cut the cake with popo haha greedy cute girl!!

My niece vanessa, a walking and jumping time bomb :X

HAha vanessa with my brother,pointing at the food i guess.Haha !my brother gets on so well with the nieces!!well he's a guy after all and opposite always attract!! HAHAA

Some white egg thing stuff with red bean ..a kind of hot dessert, very sweet but it is nice!!!!!!

This is the chocolate birthday cake and seriously it taste FABULICIOUS!!!!!!YUM! MY LAOPA!!

Me and my cousin!!<33333 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5043308334690007138" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_epT988JcClo/Rf1uNbX2-GI/AAAAAAAAAHY/w5Qm8ENNmmY/s320/18032007438.jpg" border="0"> The mango sago with pomelo and an icecream on top was my real love <3!!My brother the young babe magnet feeding the small fat blob a.k.a vanessa haha so adorable Taken yesterday haha i know i look dumb hahaha!(17/3/07)

HAHA!i know it id damn dark but wa testing out the new phone!

The greyscale effect is so grey man hahahhahaaha from the new phone!

The new phone's graphic is not bad lar hahahahahhaha at least still can see my face not bad liao :X

Taken today before i left, i know the pattern very ah lian but yeah i just wanna emphasize on my pretty EYES!!!!! (:

Last but not least a picture of my spastic face with my hair tied up ..and my beautiful collar bone!!! =X haha ok thats about it..

HAha hey people that's about it and life is really very good for me as you all can see so yeah shall upload again next time hope you enjoy the pictures and happy bithday once again POPO! love ya MUACK! (:

aha

2007-03-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO! yess i am back as promised! Well to summarize for the days i didn't blog,i only have to say is that i have been studying!Well many things happened during this long studying periods but yeah got over it and yeah it is kinda hilarious too! Well Busniess law was a killer, PMPM was ok and i was able to do it.

OK! had a dinner gathering at merchant court hotel yesterday located somewhere near boatquay!Bonding with the cousins and aunties and uncles!Miss them alot!and after that ________(fill in the blank! ^_^) the food was ok only hahahaha!Haha and atmosphere was great and BOAT QUAY WAS <333!!
Well,shall upload some pictures taken yesterday and the day before when i was out with the girls! LOVE EM and yeah ENJOY! (:

I LOVE MY COUSIN HAHAHA *SAY CHEESE* !(:

US AGAIN!! ACTING CUTE BUT WTH WE HAVE THE QUALITIES TO DO IT!

HAHA! MY EYE LOOKS LIKE THERE IS GLITTERY EYESHADOW! BUT THERE ISN'T!IT IS JUST THE LIGHTS I GUESS HAHA!! (: BOAT QUAY IS REALLY <3!>

PUBBING/CLUBBING ICONS?BOAT QUAY and CLARKE QUAY IS SUPER HAPPENING AND COLORFUL AT NIGHT! LOVE THE ATMOSPHERE!LOVE EVERYTHING (:

SERIOUSLY, WE LOVE EACH OTHER THAT'S WHY WE ARE COUSINS !!! HAHA =X

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT: (ME,AVRIL,DANNY AND MY BROTHER[GABRIEL]) Yeah i am short i know and YEAH I AM FAT LA =X

GIRLS' OUTING (2/3/07) I LOVE ALL OF EM + MYSELF!!! (=

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT : XAN,FANG AND YAN!!!!! I'm the cameraman! =X ok,WOMAN!

FULL LENGTH OF US AT ORCHARD MRT!:FROM LEFT:ME,YAN and FANG HAHA!

PRETTY GIRLS!(: LEFT to RIGHT : ME,XAN,FANG.PHOTOGRAPHER : CHAN AHPUI a.k.a YAN haha!

ME and MY COUSIN BEING LESBIANS or SHOULD I SAY WE ARE? HAHA ! XD

OK!THIS IS SUPER FUNNY! FANG USED MSN HANDWRITING TO DRAW THE ANIMAL VERSION OF F4 METEOR GARDEN!HAHA!
FROM LEFT:CELINE(OSTRICH),FANG(MONKEY),YAN(PIG) AND ME(CROWIE) -_-

HAHA THE 2ND VERSION OF METEOR GARDEN!REALLY SALUTE FANG FOR HER CREATIVITY!HAHA PS:OSTRICH'S HAIR SUPER BUSHY AND THICK AND BLACK !! haha!! =X

OK then shall end of with a post of my dong SNOOPY!!! SUPER RANDOM!!!
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I LOVE MY SNOOPY DOOBY DOOOOOOOOOO! =X

Well yeah, my life is pretty good yeah alot of things coming up i guess hahahahaha...well shall end off here do enjoy the photos and slowly look at them ! adios people !(:

hey

2007-02-25T03:53:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry that i have not been updating but because i am lazy and also because i am very busy studying for my upcoming exams which are next week.But yeah i know i will flunk business law because it is really diffcult.People who likes law and wants to take it think twice unless you are really into it if not i urge you people to think twice.Hey i promise promise promise i will update after my exams i promise for now i shall post a picture of me when i was in primary 5 haha.I know it is a major and huge different but yeah a picture to tickle your funny bones as well.And pictures from chinese new year visiting..Enjoy!i gotta go study now,and good luck to everyone taking their exams including me! BYE! (:

HAHA I KNOW ! LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!IT LOOKS SO DIFFERENT FROM ME!TAKEN WHEN I WAS IN PRIMARY 5 DURING MY COUSIN'S WEDDING DINNER HAHAHAHA! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING TOO!! (ROLLS ON FLOOR LAUGHING!!!)

WE GIRLS ROCKS!! HAHA GRLS RULE BOYS DROOL!(:

US! WITH FUNNY FACES! YEAH BUT WE STILL ARE PRETTY! XD

1..2..3..SMILE!! *CHEESE*!! HAHA A PICTURE OF ALL THE FEMALE COUSINS!

Alright,i shall go now.Shall promise to blog after my exams bye people take care and drink more water because the weather is really eretic!(=

hey

2007-02-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps, sorry for the lack of updates so i shall present you guys,photos of ME + MY BEST FRIENDS to make up for the lack of updates ok?i shall update more again next time i promise and wish you guys a very happy chinese new year in advance take care ! (: and i miss YOU alot!

HAHA US CRAZY GIRLS TAKEN ON 14/2/07(valentine day a.k.a international friendship day!)From top left to right : Xanthe and Meiyan ...Bottom left to right : Fang and Me! *pouts*!

We crazy girls again!We love to smile and do crazy things together haha!
Left : Xanthe Right : Fang top middle : meiyan AND bottom middle : ME

*BEAMS* WE ROCK PLEASE! :D

HAHA THIS IS SUPER FUNNY!!!!

Me with the shit on top of my head!

Meiyan with that funny rabbit face!!

Peifang with the shock face!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND

Xanthe with the tongue sticking out face! =D

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST A SOLO PICTURE OF ME THE OWNER OF THIS BLOG!! HAHA!! ((:

Till here shall update again i promise take care guys especially YOU!!

hmm

2007-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

Hey back to update! *BEAMS* well well... got back my previous modules results.Did not do as well as expected but for my econs it was very surprising!and my results were :

Principles Of Busniess Management(II) : B

Principles Of Economics : B

Haha it is still not that bad lar,now i am praying that i will not conk up my upcoming exams for my current modules.

Well january has passed and here comes feb which means chinese new year is coming which also meant more hong baos! =D haha i am looking forward to a new month and hopefully with a brand new start.

Problems and Situations.Solved and Unresolved.What am i suppose to do?

Things are getting better for the both of us i guess and i hope it does.

My life is kinda screwed up sometimes i guess.Heh due to my fickle-mindedness(is there sucha word? haha) Well,i don't really care,just take one step at a time.

Did my project today and did not manage to complete it but yeah will complete definitely before the due date.Hmmmm...am damn tired gonna rest now shall update soon!take care peeps!=D

seriously,i am torn inbetween the both of you,i am damn confused.what am i suppose to do?i don't really know myself too.I shall let nature takes its course then,because i GIVE UP.GAME OVER.

beams

2007-01-26T07:58:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah i am so happy today and let me share with you some pictures today! =D

The yummylicious mango kakigori!can't resist it!(:

HAHA!who is this girl?Me of course!yeas i know i look damn satisfied and funny!Don't LAUGH!>_<

HAHA!a candid shot of fang the monkie with her mango kakigori!

HAHA!another shot of fang the monkie but with her gek sai face :X

More Mango Kakigori please!!(((((=

HAHA the photographer a.k.a chan meiyan forgot to pose for her own mango kakigori =X but never mind lar credits go to you for such wonderful photos!!

So yeah the photographer is the girl on the left with that monkie on the right!!

HAHA!!SO YEAH! that's about it and yeah tune in for more ok! tata !! Oh and i bought a shirt which i love so much...fang and yan knows why!*hints* *hints*!nights people!(:

haha

2007-01-25T04:25:00.000-08:00

Well peeps,sorry for the lack of updates and the tagboard is removed due to some stuff so yeah no more tagging then people (:

Yeah turned 18 on the 18th of jan well haha i can club already!WOOHOO!Yeah Yeah Clubbing here i come!=D

Fell sick recently,well what to do,immune system damn weak lar haha but well i am an independent person and i can look after myself haha!

Apparently my life is pretty good and yeah i mean it is damn good ! hahaha!

Well i am very lazy and tired to update so i shall update another day..TATA

Oh and Mr Siew the lecturer for PMPM can go kiss my arse goodbye!(:

back

2007-01-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

Well,sorry for not updating.Wasn't feeling well.So yeah my tagboard is kinda like another WWRIII?but well,to me its childish.
To that "somebody" Yeah i will accept you.I sure do.Tell me who are you first lar.Or should i say perhaps initially i might accept you but you don't even dare to state your name,less wanting to woo me?Dream on my boy,dream on.Even if i am single,i won't be yours and i mean never,so yeah get a life.So what if i know you and you admired me long ago?Look carefully yeah,I DON'T GIVE A DAMN PLS!(= so yeah just screw off and go get a life.

So yeah everything is starting to fall into place slowly.Time will tell and time will heal.

I won't wanna live in denial anymore(:

Take care peeps,shall end here !!

ha

2007-01-11T03:41:00.000-08:00

Well,One's thing for sure which is,

BUSNIESS LAW ROCKS MY WORLD!!I'M LOVIN IT!!

Haha,call me a pig all you want now,because i am a skinny pig now!

weighing 49kg instead of 56kg which was taken last wed and now it is 49kg!!HAHA TELL ME ABOUT IT PEOPLE!!

Shocking as it may seem,but i am happy! well that's all gotta run,bye!(=

hai

2007-01-08T21:25:00.000-08:00

Seriously,almost everything is tumbling down

AND I MEAN TUMBLING DOWN!!

I don wanna be like that,i wanna stay positive,but because it hold s a significant meaning to me that's why i am like that.

I hope i can turn the tables around on saturday and don't want you to persist in this thinking.I wanna be there for you.

HAIZ!

haha

2007-01-07T03:29:00.000-08:00

OKOK,this is something which i have to share with everyone!!
OK my friends,look back at year 2006.I only remember me being unreasonable,sucky and just totally horrendous.But you know what?Yesterday,something struck me hard and i mean real hard on my head and it told me that if i don't treasure the people around me and if i don't change,i will lose out,and if i don't change my attitude and stuff i will die in a society like this.
After this and after church i thought alot and i agree.I am going to change into a better person.Minus off all the vulgarities,guai-lanness and attitudes that people hate.I will improve myself!that's my 2007 resolution and i mean it.
Well i have to thank one person,which is benjamin.For 7months and counting,he had thought me the correct way in life.No matter how i continue to be wrong,he never failed to correct me even if it means scolding me hard which will temporary make me hate him.At that point of time,i hated him like hell and i hated him for doing everything that he once did to me.But after today,for i-dont-kn0w-what-reason,it really made me change into a different person,who looks positively and who would not scold vulgarities anymore,and i swear!
Now,i have to really thank him for moulding me into the person i am today.Ben,if you ever read this i must really tell you this.Sorry for everything i did in the past,but i am going to change and all credits go to you,and i mean it.If you did not do what you did previously,i will still be the witful girl i once was.Well i am turning 18 in a couple of days and as people grow they change.So i am sure people do change,it is just a matter of time,trust me people,trust me.(=
Well,i will study very hard and will continue to strive to improve myself for the sake of everyone around me especially myself =D
And i want my parents to be proud of me!!=D
Well once again ben,thank you very very much and i will not forget whatever you did!!=D
Ok shall go now!!bye people!!=D

haha

2006-12-29T08:06:00.000-08:00

Back to update,well been studying recently as exams are coming up and i am turning 18 in less then a month! (=

well,life has been so so for me recently,but yeah i don't see a need to go into details.House been in a real mess recently,due to renovations of both of the toilets in my house.But well,today everything is finally done,bye to all the dust in my house!haha

Well,just pondering about somethings about life and relationship.Well i always thought that if both people are truly in love then just go ahead and be together,but well as time goes by,one of them will realise that there are quite a few unresolved issues,if both parties cannot come to a standstill.Well,just find it amusing that people always say love is such a wonderful thing,but yeah to me sometimes i will think,true to a certain extend,but yeah to hell with it.We all need to grow up and get married one day,but well i personally think that even though every girl wants someone to lean on when they are down,i personally feel that i won't die without a guy.

And so in the end i totally agree with this sentence that people always say."Even though,both parties are in love with each other,but if you have to much commitments or you are to busy,or you think somethings of your's will indirectly affect the other party,then don't get into a relationship in the first place.(= "

Well,just saying all of that in general terms,just find it very funny lar.Haha well nothing much to blog already,till then!

oo

2006-12-23T03:20:00.000-08:00

Finally,it is STUDY WEEK! which means exams are coming soon! *FROWNS*

Haha just came back from an outing with meiyan and monkie fang.Haha,thanks monkie for the cow look alike pig piggybank haha!!Well,met up at 12pm and we had lunch at jack's place,YUM!
After that bought tickets to deathnote2:the last name at 3:10pm,after that continued walking around to shop for some stuffs.

Later on we went to the arcade and played bishi bashi!HAHA fang damn funny lar!!haha meiyan also..LOL!Well after that headed in for the movie.Hmmm,i must say that part 2 is quite confusing but its still nice,well peeps go catch it,its already up on the cinema screens already,just that the official release is on the 28th of december.so the screenings before 28th are sneak previews.

Haha,later on walk a little bit more and off we go,so yeah we went home and so haha i am here typing this,nothing much though,so yeah,shall start studying tomorrow!!=D

Hmm,well i think that's it,shall update again soon!adios peeps!!(=

yippeie

2006-12-18T04:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !!! (:

I feel so COLORFUL today! =D

Well well,i got back my econs class test today AND my exam results so yup here they are :

Econs test : 40/50

Busniess Accounting and Finance : A

OB(organazational behaviour) : B

Haha yeaps yeaps very contented with my results !! (:

Haha so lets see,since the start of school my results were like this!

Principles of Accounting and Finance : A

Comm Skills : B

Fundamentals of Marketing : A

Principle of busniess management : A

Organazational Behaviour : B

Busniess Accounting and Finanace : A

HAHA i am damn satisfied with all my results so far and i will continue to maintain my results and try not to slack !! i will try my best =D

Haha well well,came home quite early today and slept!haha a best time for hibernation,because it has been raining for almost the whole day! haha well nothing much to blog except that christmas is coming soon and i am looking forward to it!

And Kuan li is coming back too for about 2 weeks i suppose?Quick sweetie,come back quickly i miss you alot alot and i mean ALOT!!! ="( meet up soon ok?and we will have UMA UMA RAMEN! =D

Haha !! well been pretty tired lately,and i don't know why ..haha well perhaps due to the lack of sleep,anyway gonna help mummy do housework tomorrow,so yeah shall end here and i am off to watch tv! =D BYE PEEPS!

haha

2006-12-14T07:18:00.000-08:00

WHEE!!!

Went out with baby yesterday to have lunch at billy bombers =D...the food was very good and since it was 1 for 1 and considering the amount of food we ordered,the price paid was not that bad lar..Haha!after that at about 3plus,celeste and her sisters and sabrina met up with me in bugis and we went shopping before catching the musical, "jack and the beansprout" at the national library.

Inititally,it was quite boring because me and celeste were like shopping only,and the rest just followed,and we were suppose to do christmas shopping,but end up shopping for ourselves.Not bad hur?Well walked around,later on headed to bugis street to shop too,and we manage to bought some nice stuff =D thou shall not reveal what it is =X haha!well after that it was already 5pm and the girls went to have their dinner and i went to cut my hair since i have eaten already.Well,i LOVE my hair =X some people cannot see the difference,but those who saw the differences are observant ok! =D haha!then later on finally,claire and charlene and sabrina began shopping and the mood was much better already!but as they started shopping at about 6:30pm,they didn't have much time to do their shopping as the show starts at 7:30pm.Well,headed to cold storage to get some snacks,even though its a muscial but we make it as though we were watching a movie by smuggling snacks in. =X

Well manage to reach on the dot.The show lasted for about 2 1/2 hours?And seriously,this musical is TWO THUMBS UP!!! those who don't intend to watch or have the intention to watch but have not caught it yet,go watch it now!Seriously,it is very funny,hilarious and entertaining and i love it and i mean i am seriously lovin it X= Well the show ended at 1o15pm,and we girls headed to macs at bugis to have supper.HAHA ,fries without salt is real good!shall order it the next time i go macs,special order yah!haha!

After that,baby came down to fetch me.Sorry baby for throwing my tantrum at you even though you came all the way down just to send me home despite the late hour.Baby,i really appreciate it alot and thank you so much!! =D

Haha i realised i spent like $80+ in one day which is alot!But well,shopping for myself is better then shopping for other people,so i might as well spent on myself right?HAHA XD!!

Double lessons tomorrow,so yar shall log off now and take my princess sleep!!good night all! (=

change

2006-12-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

People change,and it is no exception for me.Some people change into someone better,whereas some people change from bad to worst.Sad to say i am one of them who change from bad to worst.Even i myself feel that way but well like i said,people change yar?

Sometimes,the quote that says "live life to the fullest" is so true for me.Even though my attitude might have change from bad to worst,i don't give a damn and am still enjoying myself like there's no tomorrow.

I admit that i am very unreasonable,selfish and stubborn.Well people will always say this,"if you know where your fault lies,then change your attitude." Hello?if it was that easy you show it to me then.If not then shut up.

Crude as i may sound,some people will say,"no lah,michelle is still the same."Well to friends who i am not close to will think i am still the same,but for my close pals,they will realise my attitude had changed,and not for the better,instead for the worst.

I will change,but not now.Well as time goes by people change so ...yar like i said i am no exception.

Sorry to someone whom i said crude words to,but well this is sooo me now.I don't know why but i am just like that.I shall apologise to you once again for everything i had said.I am truely sorry.

Econs tomorrow,got to reach school on the dot,gonna sleep now.Good night everyone!

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2006-12-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

Back!well everything is ok again!Thank you people for your concerns!deeply appreciated!!=D haha well,i am sick!yes MUA is sick again!!but not as bad as last time lar hahaha! well going to school is totally crap!Because we practically crap more instead of studying but YET we get to leave early because the teacher says we are smart!!=D We crap and talk alot but yet finish our work faster compared to the rest!!well we are genius!!What can ya expect ! HAHA =X

Well after school went straight home to rest because like i said i am sick!HAHA well basically nothing much to blog lar! OOO got got!! JOOT IS STILL AS BASKET AS EVER! why do i say that?because she told me this today!Conversation goes like this:

Joot:"eh mich!yesterday when you did not come to school i ask cockroach a.k.a weiqiang whether he got one white tshirt only leh."

Me:"-__-''' then what he said?"

Joot:"as usual he did not say anything he just shake his head."

Me:"-____-'''' HAHAHAHA JOOT YOU DAMN BASKET! LOL"

Haha so you see joot is suffering from all sorts of physical illness because her boyfriend is away for 1 week because he went to saudi arabia for some work!Haha she is full of nonsense i tell you!to her life is meaningless without her boyfriend around.The only motivation that keepsher going to school,is one thing which is her boyfriend!HAHA
I also had a lame conversation with her,but i don't think is lame lar she thinks it is,haha i know lar because she got no childhood mah =X

Me:"joot!heard of this saying that men are from mars and women are from venus?"

Joot:*stares at me blankly as usual* (her forte)

Me:"for you,you cannot stay in venus you should just go to mars instead because i believe you belong there."

Xanthe:"HAHAHA!"

Joot:"-________-'''' lengg~~

Haha!school is damn fun!lar with all these crappers around hahaha!

Well have not seen baby for 2 days because he is slogging so hard lar!he got his first pay already hahaha!good for you baby!Must treat me ok?Haha shall see you tomorrow yar?=D

Ok!shall update till here! BYE!

Saaaa-waaaaaa-deeeee-kaaaaappppppp!(learnt from linda! HAHA)

2006-12-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

So what if you are my parents?You have the right to say all these?You say what i don't have EQ because i don't know how to be automatic a bit?And that you are stress and tired because of the toilet's renovations and the aircon coincidentally broke down that make you all have more things to clean up at home?And so because of this,you are hot and tired and you want the aircon room?if you want just tell me,you need not beat around the bush

Seriously i had enough.Say what you want.Just because my boyfriend spents alot of time with me you say that my life revolve around my boyfriend?Oh please!you don't know what is the situation and scenario like.Sometimes when i wanna tell you things nicely you shrug it off as me arguing back at you when i merely wanted to tell you things nicely.Seriously,being lucky and fortunate is one thing,but being able to understand me is another.So what if i have good parents who can give me everything?Sad to say they can't even give me the most basic need,which is understanding.

When you say things like,"i give you money $500 leh per month!" i mean true enough i am fortunate,but what's the point of giving me all these?When you all good mood you treat people damn good,bad mood then vent on me,just because kor is not at home?Please lar mummy and daddy,you say the most crudest things in the whole world.My dad even say "don't make me welcome him until become unwelcome." like WTH?seriously lar too hell with it.My mum even say i am very defensive of him until like they are in another world and that they never see me being defensive for em like this.I am like come on lar,no one talk bad about you,defend what?You say things about ben say until like what?He has his ego also u know.1 or 2 times i still can keep quiet, more then 2 times obviously i have to stand up for him mah.Say things ,you have to use your brain one leh.Just because of renovations,you are frustrated and then vent it on me?I'm not your toy,i'm your daughter.

Sometimes i wonder,if not talking much to you all can resolve things and make this place a better place to live in , then so be it i won't talk much to you guys from now on.Not that i wanna protest or what but when you say things to people,do you know that it is very hurting?For 17 years ++++ i have been tolerating all these,people will say " aiyah 17 years already,get used to it lar hor." true enough,but its like today's words they say are super hurting until it made me shed tears like hell.Seriously today,they made me realise that they only potray me as one thing,money grabber.I am super disappointed in them lar.Well there's still alot lar but shall not say more.Till then....

back

2006-12-01T03:31:00.000-08:00

Haha!! celebrated yen teng's birthday yesterday.She had a bbq pit at pasir park.
Well met up xanthe at 6pm and we proceeded to pasir ris.Initally was suppose to meet val shino and safiah but they were late.So xavier met us,we grab some stuff and proceeded to pasir ris park for the bbq.

Upon our arrival,we realised the pit was quite far from my favourite playground but nevertheless we still went there to play later on.Haha!!
Haha the thing about me is that,i never once had a proper bbq with bbq-ed food.But this time was the best!i ate till my fill and the food was all cook and damn delicious for a bbq!Haha it was all thanks to jon!!hahaha he spent the hours cooking all the stuff!!Haha it was declicious lar!! Haha, next time perhaps he can host a show called "JON CAN BBQ",haha take over the show "YAN CAN COOK" =X hahaha! and he ate alot of smoke,that i realised!! HAHA!
And i love the sotongs alot!!Haha too think me and val believed it was chee cheong fun!HAHAHA!!we were like really meh? and jon was like yah yah its chee cheong fun until i think teng or linda told us it was sotongs then me and val LOL! hahaha!!

Well after eating,me and xan proceeded to the playground and PLAY!hahaha played the swings,slides and spiderwebs!But we both are super hum ji that we only like climb at the first part and we went down HAHAHA!initally we wanted to climb all the way but we had a plan which is joot must follow us.But joot must stay at the bottom,because in the event that we got stuck on top,she can call 995 for us ! =X

And safiah very basket!!HAHA but i like it!! HAHA she was imitating how expressionless xavier is and it made us all laugh damn loud! HAHAHA!!

Haha after that,went back to the pit took more food and then proceeded to the rocks to talk about some personal things!well,i am very glad that even in tertiary education,i still can find a nice and wonderful friend like xanthe a.k.a grouchy!! HAHAHA!! =X after talking,we went back to the pit again then this xavier lar -_-''' ask me to help him pump a very big balloon den i pump pump pump and all of a sudden it BURST!! then val was next to me and she got a shock till she teared!! Haha,OMG! SORRY VAL!!didn't mean too.="(

Well later on about 11+ we helped to pack up and me xanthe shino and xavier left first we shared a cab home.The taxi uncle very idiot loh!He go wrong route.Not exactly wrong route but the longer route!!Then he talk so guai lan and rude lar,and xavier whom was sitting next to the driver use his bluetooth command playback and type in stupid driver hahaha the accent was too chim and strong for the lao uncle to hear lar!!But me xanthe and shino heard and we laugh out loud!!Shino also said that the command sounds just like xavier,equally expressionless!!HAHAHA!After that i got home at about 1135pm hahaha!that's all about it lar
Shall update again!

Well i really enjoyed myself seriously!!Thanks peeps for all the fun! and thanks jon for the wonderful food cooked!! =DDDDD

aa

2006-11-27T07:40:00.000-08:00

Back!Yeah to tell you peeps honestly,i am beginning to like school and i like econs even though it is quite chim but i kinda like it alot,perhaps i am a bit sot hur?And with the craps that we crap everyday,my life is sure interesting and colourful now!=)

Went to watch happy feet at vivocity today at 2pm.Haha coincidentally we were sitting at F12,13 and xanthe and jonathan was sitting at G12,13...haha how conincidental.Haha the show is very meaningful lar.hahaha after that walked around and went home as i was damn tired.Nothing much to blog about lar.

Sometimes trying to hard is also not a good thing.Even if you tried so hard,so what?What makes you so sure your hardwork will pay off?For me it did not really paid off though.

It's very tiring for me to do somethings.I know it is my fault sometimes,but i mean i don't feel good either.but what can i do?I can only do things to a certain extend but,my part will have to come to an end someday.

Like i said,your hardwork might not be reciprocated,so how long would i have to try?I don't know.Well am so confused lar,shall leave it to fate to decide.

Shall blog till here...till next time..

hmmm

2006-11-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

Well back to update!

I was a good girl today,because after school i came straight home.Why?because i am tired and i wanna rest and slack and today is sucha lovely day because it is raining.The best time for hibernation!

Well,nearly destroyed my half a year plus plus relationship with baby due to my temper and stubborness.But everything is fine now.Alls well ends well yah?=D

Baby went back to his secondary school for camp today and PANG SEH me at home alone ='(

BUT NEVER MIND! because i have auditions the game to keep me company.
Who needs you when i have my auditions hur?=X HMPH! hahaha ok i am merely joking (:

HAHA today crap alot in class and and the cockroach a.k.a weiqiang left after the break and did not return to class.Haha i assumed he must be very depressed of joot's comments the other day,therefore whenever he sees joot he feels sad and therefore he has no face to face her so therefore he decided to leave.

HAHA JOOT JOOT ah!! you everytime tease cockroach.One day both of you go together i will laugh until i die sia!! XD HAHA!!

Ok la shall update till here wanna go hibernate already.BYE!Oh and xavier don't forget my bubble gums.47 of em! =D

new module

2006-11-20T03:00:00.000-08:00

New module today.Had Econs.Even though i did not really pay attention but i somehow understand though.Haha miracle hur?Yeah,but ended up crapping more with joot,xanthe,shino,safiah and nicholas.Haha it was damn funny please!i didnt know up till today that there are so many kinds of waxing and even bleaching of the face?Like as in so that the face wont have so much hair?HAHAHA! OOO! and and THREADING?haha until now i don't understand though even though shino and safiah explain to me.Haha!

Then joot was being sucha ass lar!!there was this conversation with cockroach a.k.a weiqiang.Why we call him cockroach?Was because he had center parting and his hair is damn straight and for a guy is kinda long then the conversation when like this.(PS:He's always wearing black too.)

Safiah:"Eh weiqiang,your hair very straight leh,you rebonded/straighten it har?"

Cockroach:"Shakes head" (which means its natural) <----- translation by me because i know how to read cockroach languages.(:
Joot:"Eh weiqiang then why you put center parting ah?"

Cockroach:"Shakes head again" (which means don't know.)

Shino,Xanthe,Me: " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!JOOT BASTARD!"

Lol it was damn funny please!if i am not wrong me and xanthe laughed damn loud!!

Haha then i told joot later on

Me:"eh joot!"

Joot:"what?"

Me:"why don't you ask him why he always wears black too?"

Joot:"HAHAHA!"

Haha its damn funny lar,i am beginning to like school more.(= Definitely must have more crapping sessions,they are just so funny please!

And and i ended my exams for the previous modules already.Even though results ain't out yet,but its manageable i believe i will do well =D

Hmm..baby is working so he isn't next to me now.='(....Well work hard yar and your hard work will pay off when you receive your pay!LOVE YA!! *BEAMS*

OK!my princess hours a.k.a goong has started.Gonna chiong like a pig and watch it now.BYE!=D

tsk

2006-11-09T08:01:00.001-08:00

BACK!

Sorry for the lack of updates,was busy studying,as my exams are seriously just around the corner.Let's say this coming Monday(Organazational Behaviour Exams) and Wed(Busniess accounting and finance).

Revisions are on schedule and pretty much ok.So i should be no problem for my exams lur,despite the many lessons that i had missed (:

Watched the creep and hoodwinked yesterday.Rented the DVDs though.Creep is super GORE!no wonder its M18 but somehow managed to rent it,perhaps i look like 18?=X Oh shucks!Never mind i am turning OFFICALY 18 real soon in like 2months time?=D

Replenished my gummies today and had a scrumptous swensen meal and i shall therefore declare i am super SATISFIED!(:

Gonna study with xanthe,val they all tomorrow.Hopefully i managed to learn something at least instead of crapping away haha since all of us are good at that (:

Yeaps yeap and baby work hard yeah?But don't overwork okays?Haha remember to treat me to a scrumptous meal when you get your first pay!haha LOVE YA!...^_^

Yeah so like shall sign off now i wanna go gb-ing because i just feel like it so shall update soon..

tsl

2006-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

wtf

2006-11-02T07:44:00.000-08:00

HELLO (:

To an addtion to my previous post which i have deleted,or to those who wrote the post that i have deleted everything is perfectly fine now...thanks grouchy and thanks claire. but all is well now,so yeaps don't worry.=D

BYE...

hmphhhh

2006-10-29T05:35:00.000-08:00

HELLO!(:

Studied today, and yes you did not see wrongly i studied today!It was for a very long period but i covered quite alot about 5 pages?Sounds little but a lot of memorizing work please!

BAF test on wednesday gonna study hard for it.I don't want my 20% to be taken away like that though.

School tomorrow,staying back awhile so that grouchy can teach me trading p&l and balance sheet.I love you grouchy,my home tutor!! THANKS!gonna treat you to a meal someday for always teaching me !! (=

Baby did not come down to look for me today,='(,and it feels very weird and uneasy ah that we did not sms so much today as well.I know that circumstances doesn't allow you to sms me but never mind i would be able to see you tomorrow right?=D I love you baby!

The grudge 2,flushed away,open season,deathnote: the last name are some of the movies that i wanna catch! DIE DIE also must watch!!

Found a new way to kill time in school!Which is to bring my laptop since the whole campus is wireless.I love the people who created laptops and wireless internets.Kudos to them!!(:

Exams are coming real soon.Alot to study but i will try to study as much as i can,well not first time taking exams already.

Peifang ah,next time if i feel a bit sot sot,i will go to you too seek medication and consultation ok?Since you're taking psychology now =X HAHA!!

Sometimes i find life a very interesting thing.It is like the world is so big yet so small.How can it be so coincidence that this thing must happen to you at this particular period?or how come sometimes you would bump into your friend somewhere in the middle of the road when singapore is so big yet so small?And how could 2 people one staying in the east and another in the west,who does not know each other at all in the first place,be able to fall in love and get together?I really find life very amusing and interesting though,as some people might call it,it is called fate.(=

YAYY!!going to shangri-la hotel : the line for a buffet dinner on this upcoming saturday to celebrate my brother's birthday.YAYY FOOD FOOD FOOD!!and i heard the food there is delicious!!Shall look forward to it =DD

Well,shall update till here bye people!!(:

BYE BYE BYE!!

hehe

2006-10-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

Back to Blog.Haha yesterday went out with meiyan and fang to vivocity.Haha,even though it wasn't my first time there but in the end i still got lost.Oh well!!!='(
Yeah so reach there about 1pm+ the moment we reached there,we saw candy empire!!it attracted me alot.Looked around at the sweets.Were very tempting,but as we were hungry,we decided to go have lunch first.We were craving for sushi,and i thought that as sushi tei is the only sushi outlet,so why not go there for lunch,but there was a long queue,then meiyan and fang reminded me habourfront center have sakae sushi,so walk there to eat..HAHA i forgotten leh!! =X
Reached harbourfront,went to sakae and had our lunch!!HAHA very scrumptous..(PS:WANNA KNOW MORE AND SEE THE PICTURES,GO TO FANG'S BLOG,SHE UPDATED EVERYTHING THERE HAHA (= )
Before everything,we bought tickets to deathnote though at 6.10pm.
Haha after our makan,we headed back to vivo and we went jalan jalan.Got some snacks and smuggled in to the cinema.Saw this very interesting golden can coke.It stated caffine-free.Bought one can,went home to try it and it tasted pretty good though!!!HAHA shall upload the picture soon.
Haha at about 5+ ben came to meet us and we went to watch deathnote together.I must say it is a very nice show!!Too people who think deathnote suck,perhaps you thought it suck because you peeps thought that the show just ended like that.STAY AFTER THE CREDITS!it shows the part 2 trailer of deathnote.It is called,Deathnote:The last name...and it will be released on 28th DEC!!Gonna catch it!!
Haha after that everything ended at 8+pm and we took a train back.Was a very fun day though,and not to mention the fact that i tripped many times!!Stupid fang still can laugh at me haha,gotta go!!tmr got lessons till very late!!pity me...BYE (=

OH AND HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SWEETIE JEN!!(=

bored

2006-10-21T10:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:

I'm like so bored now so i am just RANDOMLY blogging

Was sick for a week and now i have fully RECOVERED!! XD

And i did not go to SCHOOL for a WEEK too (=

Thank my merticulous NANNY who looked after me =D

Got back my APPETITE!!!

But still not EATING much though,='(

I was practically eating AIR for 2 days, MIND YOU! HAHA.

Good form of losing WEIGHT .

Can't you see i'm like a little LIGHTER now =X

And Thank you MEIYAN and PEIFANG for visiting me (=

And my GROUCHY for making me laugh haha!!

Just felt like changing the way i type for this post,don't ask me WHY.

Till then,bye PEOPLE! (^'(00)'^)

PISS

2006-10-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO!But whatever i am typing now is just how i feel towards this situation whereby i have decided to type this out for a long time but due to my STM i forgotten.So i shall start now and since this is my blog it is up to u to read and to agree/disagree with whatever i say (=

Initially i was pissed but later on i cooled down but i do wonder, seriously,what is wrong with parents these days?It is not that i want to rant about my parents but they totally piss me off this time.Let me start off with how wonderful they are.True enough,many children out there will yearn for parents like mine.WHY?Because they give me almost whatever i want.My freedom,whatever i want i would get it and that's enough to make me happy and satisfied.I'm sure the same thing goes for the rest to almost all the children out there.BUT no matter how piss i am with them i still love them alot.

Firstly,I know my limits and i am 17 years old,please bear this in mind and i repeat again i am 17years old.I have a mind of my own and i know what to do,therefore certain things you need not tell me.I mean what is wrong with you people?You both jolly well acknowledge to me having ben as my bf then what?Now talking about respects to the elders?Tell me what respects did i not give you?You told me not to hug and kiss and cuddle infront of BOTH OF YOU and yes it is totally reasonable because in future if i have children i wont like them to do that either.But please lar,what have i been doing?I merely on the sofa sat closer to ben and i jus lie on his lap (PS: my head on his lap only and my legs n body on the sofa)...and that's all.AND WHAT about telling me the sofa is big?DUH i know its big,but he is my boyfriend,therefore can't i sit closer to him a little?I dont see anything wrong with that because i am not CUDDLING OR KISSING HIM!So please get this right,i am not ranting for no reason because i know my parents know my blog address and since a blog is made to open for people to view so i don't mind my parents reading it.If through this allows them to understand me better.then why not?But i already say i have nothing to hide since i am not typing anything crude or rude.

Next,Perhaps i might have mistaken you mummy,but can you tell me the truth,in future.I mean at that point of the time i saw you searching for things frantically in my room then later after that you talk to me and when you left my room,i saw my phone's inbox open therefore the conclusion that i came to was is you checking my phone.I mean anyone would have thought like that right?Then later i asked you and you said no and i did not really believed.So,mummy if i wronged you then i am going to sincerely apologise to you that i am sorry,perhaps i did not put my phone back properly,but if the truth isnt like that i hope in future you will tell me the truth because i won't get angry at all since you are my mother.Yes in the past i definitely will,but not now (=

Later i had a long talk with mummy and finally realised what she wants.I am sorry for whatever i did and whatever i do.I know sometimes i am very rude.I promise you from now on i will change for the better and i will talk to you and daddy nicely and not flare up again this is a promise i made to you.I love you MUMMY AND DADDY.And i really hope you would somehow understand me too.This post was not typed in a fit of anger but a post whereby i wanna express it out and hopefully you both might understand what i am trying to imply.

LOVE YOU SNOOPY
LOVE YOU BEN
LOVE YOU MY BROTHER
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST
LOVE YOU MUMMY AND DADDY! (=
AND YAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!=D

(=

2006-10-14T00:14:00.000-07:00

Yeah i'm blogging here while waiting for ben to arrive.Gonna go get a birthday card for my mother.YUP! so celebrating her belated birthday today.Her actual birthday is on the 18th of october and we are gonna have a scrumptous buffet at a hotel later!!YUMMY YUM YUM!

So yup,was thinking about somethings yesterday and i honestly agree with cel that man always disappoint,because i totally admit that i am a total disappointment and failure sometimes.I sometimes fail as a girlfriend and i fail as a good friend too.I should put myself into other people's shoes before acting on impulse,and from now on i shall change for the better and not let my anger get over me!=D.And after thinking through i admit yesterday's paragraph that i blog was a bit to harsh and sarcastic and i am totally APOLOGETIC and SORRY about it, and it was in a fit of anger because i am super hot-tempered but come to think of it why get so bothered over it?I mean true enough that i am a little sad about it but what can i really do?The answer is nothing.Hopefully everything will take a turn for the better and yup!just take one step at a time...From now onwards, i shall not really be bothered about anything.To me my most important people in my life is my close friends,my parents and last but not least BEN! (=

So yeah shall blog till here,BEN is gonna die when he comes =D
BYE!

i want my gummies real badly!!!!

AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! LOVE YOU! =DDDDD

tsk

2006-10-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Normally people always say friday the 13th is an unlucky day.But to me the 13th of every month marks something important and significant to me (=

Anyway,today as usual went to school for OB(Organisational Behaviour).Reached school at 9.40am,was 40 minutes late though.Sat with Xavier while Joot and Iwan sat infront of us.Was practically crapping and chit chatting with the 3 of them and was not really paying attention.Practically,i think going to school today was crap and was a total waste of time.The lecturer did not teach anything and we were only made to listen to people's presentations and we were released way before time.School normally ends at 12pm but he released us at 11:30am.This lecturer for OB always release us super early,but i feel happy of cause.I mean who won't?
After school went to meet baby at clementi mrt and then we went back to tampines to eat at sakae sushi.Was very full as it was a teatime buffet.Saw kuanli's mum and kuan jie there too.Chit chatted with her for awhile before they left.Haha it's been a long time since i last saw her.A very nice lady indeed!=D
After eating,we went back to my house.We were both very tired after a long day of studying + wasting brain cells.So we pratically slack and watch tv.Haha we watched Zhong yi da ge da and we were laughing our ass off please!It was damn funny.Haha i laugh until i cry.Lucky my parents went out for dinner,if they were to hear my laughters,they would obviously scold me for laughing so loud,because it isn't the first time already -_-''' HAHA!
So yup nothing much happened lar,just feeling a little frustrated about some stuff so yah shall blog till here!(=

I miss peifang,meiyan and kuanli!!='(

Funny

2006-10-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

Haha,school as usual today.Reached school at about 9+ in the morning.Had OB(Organazational Behaviour)The teacher is so insulting please!I am not against his teaching although i don't understand a single thing he says and blabbers but he is so so so insulting!When a person comes late he goes and ask the class "so what is your perception on them?" Yeah he's trying to use the new term he taught us just only.Blah blah!Stupid bald old man.Yeah then later at 10am came in 2 ladies who were late.One of them had a tattoo and the effing old man started to indirectly suan her.Saying what he had a student who had tattoos and people had a bad impression of her but guess what she is from chung cheung high.NO!Not surprising to me though because nowdays smart alecs are turning astray compared to we normal average kids.Aiyah overall,to cut it short the teacher is just dumb and stupid!Some of my classmates kinda made fun of him.It was funny though haha!
Yeah after that it was break.Called Regina because i have not seen her in school since i started.And when i reached the canteen i called her and and and when i turn behind then i saw her.Actually before that,i walked pass her and i don't recognise her and she doesn't recognise me!!Xavier told me he saw them before!! HAHA so FUNNY PLEASE!! *Points and laugh at Regina!*HAHA saw her today i just wanna laugh manz hahahaha!I believe if we have the time we shall have a long chat yar?HAHAHA but it was just funny i kept laughing !! LOL!
Yeah and later went back to class and later it ended at 12pm and i am off to meet my baby!Met ben outside school and we went to have lunch (KFC) at tiong bahru plaza.I didn't enjoy my food because the lettuce inside spoiled my bandito pockette meal!My mum always buys plain minus the vegetables!I know i'm fussy but cannot blame me!But i didn't enjoy it lar *Points and stares at BEN!*
After that walked around to help joot joot her stuff but to no avail sorry joot joot!Then later Ben send me back to school and i had BOA(Busniess of accounting and finance) till 4pm.I tell you it is so boring please!Dr TESTI oops..i mean Dr Desti as his name suggest how kuku and indian he is,he gave about 1hour+ introduction on irrelavant stuff to the topic and he covered unit 1 and 2 in like 1 hour +?Isit possible?HELL NO,and i don't understand a single rotiprata word he is saying.Anyway he sucks that's all.He tried to be sarcastic but he failed sorry TESTI!Oops,i mean DESTI! Haha!
After that,my mum picked me up and we were suppose to go my grandmother's house but later it was cancelled.So yah Ben waited for me outside school because i asked him to help me bring my BOA book back.It's so thick please and i shall pick it up tomorrow (=.So yah went to eat at tiong bahru market.To make it short,the food is good!(=
Haha shall end here lar,tired already bye people!=D

hahaaha

2006-10-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

School reopened today after one month of holiday given to us,but the one month passed to soon to be true =(
Yeah so school was quite ok today.The lecturer is quite funny though.Got a few new faces in the class today but yah didn't really bother.The class is simply just too big and i don't really like my classmates though except for the close ones i hang out with in class!Just think they are either too not my type or too make it short,just sucky lar!I miss my secondary school!!!
Yeah after school after bidding joot goodbye,me,xavier and xanthe walked to queesntown mrt.Halfway ben met us after his exams and walked to queenstown mrt with us too!
Haha went for lunch with him.Ate yoshinoya haha didn't finish,was to full lar haha.
After that walked around then went home already because i wanted to be in time for my show at 3pm on channel 56 *My teacher is a gangster 2* haha one motive to watch that is:Ogle at the cute guys! =X the show is ok only lar so yah cute guys made up for the rest of the marks that i deducted for the show! haha =X
Yeah so no school tomorrow for i-don't-know-what-reason.But it isn't beneficial to me!One day to rest only and wednesday and thursday i have school from 9am-5pm !=( BOOHOO! evil school!give me one miserable holiday in exchange for 2 long days in school!EVIL AND MEAN! I complain then you know=X But i am happy that the canteen finally came back with a new food stall.I remebered when i went to mdis to sign up for my course i saw that indian-muslim food stall selling roti prata and etc.Then when school started for me it was gone!=( But now it's back again!Imma happy kid! I can have roti prata for my recess break now!! *says some indian words : rotipratakayabeehoongorengricenoodlesmurtabak! *=X (I merely chanted food that i wanted to eat from indian stalls because i am hungry)=X "BEN!where's my food?Macdonalds will do too!But i think i prefer kfc now !" =D
Yeah so yah nothing much already shall update till here and and
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ME ME ME ME ME!! *where's my goodie bag full of sweets ah BEN?"=(

Yayy! I simply love my life to bits!

confused

2006-09-30T03:35:00.000-07:00

Got back my prevous modules' results and here it is :

Fundamentals Of Marketing - A

Principles Of Busniess Management - A

Didn't expect As though because i did not do my presentations which takes up 10% of my overall marks and i did not really do my mcqs properly,but still i got an A so yup keep it up for me! =)
3As 1B looks like i am starting off with a good start.So far so good,and i will definitely continue to strive harder and i am damn happy because my hardwork indeed paid off =D

Anyway School is starting on monday.Not looking forward to it because i have to wake up early
Shall not blog much,not in the mood to do so.
Shall end here then.

I really do wish to believe every single word you said,but how am i suppose too when it is just too coincidental?
Like what you always say,i chose to rack things up and make things worst,but too bad this is me.
After every quarrel,it is impossible for things to go back as sweet as it was before.
In short,things will not be the same again.

Haha my 3 beloved chicks!! From left to right : Pinky , Tangy and MOOMOO! =D

hahahaha

2006-09-28T08:15:00.001-07:00

Feeling so funny =X(not that clown funny but another kind of funny?)
Felt so empty and awakard when you don't come to see me everyday.
But it is understandable because your promos are here,so yeaps just do well (=
I will be here to cheer you on with pong pongs =X (learn from fang )

What my mother say is so true! i will only treasure something when i kinda lose it.
So yah feel kinda awakard when the days you come too see me decrease due to your exams.
But it will be over by next friday so yah no choice live with it then =(.
So study hard and do well and i shall reward you =D *surprise surprise*
Love ya! =D

Haha so yeaps anyway,went to tiong bahru market for lunnier(lunch + dinner) today with my parents about 3plus.
Haha ate alot and i enjoyed my food very much.
Before i reached my destination,i was complaning how hungry i was and i could eat 5 cows.
Haha but after one bowl of porridge i was on the verge of being full.But as i was greedy,i shared with my daddy a bowl of lor mee then later a plate of char kway teow,shared between 3 of us and i still dabao a pau for my dinner.
Wah!! can die i was super bloated that just using a needle can burst my tummy but later i did my busniess and the food digested and now i am hungry again =X
Haha now i know the meaning of empty vessels make the most noise.My daddy didn't say he was hungry at all but yet he was the biggest eater and he psychoed me to eat so much can haha my daddy is just so funny!! my mummy too haha i just love it when my daddy goes on leave!!
Haha i love my parents to bits lar they are simply so funny! =D

i love ya to bits my dear!!! XD

nothing

2006-09-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

Anyway,back to blog.Nothing much to blog though.Yeah and Hady won the singapore idol thingy.Well nothing surprising though because it is kinda expected?I mean isn't it?Its either jonathan or hady.Well in my opinion,i think that all these are just some reality tv shows out to make money.In the end whose the biggest winner?It isn't us,but it is those phoneline companies.One sms = 60cents,isn't it a bit to expensive?Perhaps some people might just say,aiyah 60 cents only mah.But come to think of it,if you vote 10 times is already $6.100 times = $60 so on and so fore.Sheesh isn't that alot if you slowly add up the sums?Yeah anyway shall not harp on it because i did not vote at all.I would not be so stupid to waste my money though.(PS:HAHA celeste, you wasted 60 cents! you could have bought a pau to fill up your tummy!sad sad sad! =X)

Still have not receive my results,but i believe it will be real soon and i am pretty sure i would not do so bad though,because i studied!(= yeah and school is gonna reopen next mon!Gonna cut my hair to make myself neater before school starts!=D

So yah shall blog till here adios!

i'm sorry for whatever i did.Pardon me for everything

fun

2006-09-21T10:07:00.000-07:00

Well,back to update.Haha anyway,went out with peifang and meiyan today! one word to describe today which is..FUN FUN FUN!!=D
Haha ok met meiyan today at aout 12.15pm(suppose to be at 12pm but i overslept,sorry meiyan!) then took the mrt and peifang board at simei haha..Was happily giggling and chit-chatting with them and we alighted at city hall!Today was a day of food and clothes hunting and shopping and i am seriously loving it!in fact loving the feeling of going out with them and i am enjoying it to the fullest ! =D
Ok reached city hall at about 1pm , proceeded to the marketplace at the basement located at raffles city shopping center.Tried alot of food,but didn't bring camera,so no pictures to upload and so you can't see the delicacies i ate today =X
Well after exploring the basement,we decided to eat the vietnamese deli..its not a cafe nor a restuarant but a small shops for quick bites.No seats though.We ordered the pork noodles.One box,three of use shared,with a lime soda though.After mixing everything,we ate and it was good!the noodles was frangrant and the meat was chewy!Thumbs up!
Next stop,the shop little fingers,they sell small miniture pasteries and deserts.We tried the bacon and cheese and the banana waffle (all miniture sizes).Final verdict : damn good! haha practically food hunting lar.
After that,we proceeded to marina square.Did some shopping at Zara.I bought a white t-shirt for $29.90.Peifang bought 2 t shirts at $59.80 and same goes for meiyan haha first time all three of us bought things.But as usual,the biggest spender is still meiyan!After that we continued walking,then walk walk walk then stumbled upon minitoons and we bought gummies! YUM! haha then we wished limin happy birthday through sms of cause becaue suddenly meiyan brought up the topic of limin not messaging her for a long time and it then stumbled upon that today is sept 21st.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMIN!
We also went phone shopping and after much discussing most probably me,meiyan,ben,fang wll get the same phone k800i! i will try to save up =X

It was about 4.30 already and we were hungry,thus proceeded to sakae for lunnier(lunch+dinner).They had a teatime buffet$13.90++ for students,so we took that and we ate alot.Ben came to meet us after that,and he didnt order the student buffet though cause i feed him haha soyah save money ah.Haha then we decided to play a mutiple of 5 game,as usual loser will have to eat ah haha.In the end i ate the least,whereas if i am not wrong the monkey peifang ate the most ! LOL damn fun lar =D
Then later when the bill came the lady wanted to charge us 4 tea time buffet but we insisted on 3 but because she saw ben eating,so ben was smart enough to say no he took ala carte and since she did not see him eating so much he pointed at 3 plates and they only charge him that so total he paid quite cheap.What a dumbo lar that lady...after that it was quite late already we continued walking and walking and proceeded to new urban male at citylink and meiyan and peifang tried on a shirt,i wanted to buy too but ben was controlling me not to spent so much already so yup i did not.Fang did not buy in the end cause there was no size M only S or L so she gave it a miss,whereas the biggest spender bought another one haha.After that we went back to the marketplace at raffles city.Walked into the supermarket so many korean tibits , very tempting but did not buy,end up bought only a pakcet of cola sweets ah haha.Then later we went to buy food the vietnamese noodles , the pipers pie and the little fingers and after that we took the mrt home.
Coincidentally i boarded the same cabin as my auntie,talk to her for a while ,yah kinda awakard lar because shekept looking at ben.Haha hmm then later got this 2 cheena guys came in and somehow kept looking at me i was puzzled lar but i did not look back ...cus i wont so boliao ah..en later one of em kep on using his arm to hit my back gently i felt it but kept mum ah then ben saw and stared at em..then they still kinda rolled eyes at him.Then later ben switch places with me but they alighted le so heng ah...whoa lao violate lao niang's modesty =X i kill you manz next time haha!
After that reach tampines we all waved good bye to my buddies (meiyan n fang) and all went home already.Reach home with ben and we tried the food it was good . My parents tried the noodles and pie and say it was not bad only lar haha but i know they are touched that i bought food for them haha yup! a tiring and fun day indeed! looking forward to more days spent like that!

To Ben,sorry for that night seriously,i did not mean to say all those to hurt you or spite you but perhaps i was to blunt with my words and it did not go through my brains that it will hurt you,i don't mean it but i am just afraid but i believe like what you said time will tell.But like what i told before and i will stick to my stand and say it again,if ever one day i get married and the groom-to-be is not you,he will not and can never ever be compared to you,because you will always be my guardian angel sent down from heaven to protect me (= Love ya!

To fang and meiyan : thanks for making my day today i really enjoyed both of your companies alot and i really am looking forward to this kinda outing again miss ya two alots!

To jen : Read your blog,saw your results and i am proud of you!you are doing pretty well my dear so keep it up i believe you can do it..if you need any help jus feel free to approach me i wil always be there for you,regardless of what problems you have.Love ya and miss ya so much!

To Limin : i just wanna wish you a happy and sweet 17 birthday and hope you enjoy your day today now must be more matured already! once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D

To xanthe:Monster miss you lar! i pray school start soon not for the studies but to see you you you!!! hahaha miss me ok because i do miss you!

OK SHALL UPDATE TILL HERE TOODLESLOOO!=D

Ok shall update till here today good night people , sleep tight and sweet dreams!

hehe

2006-09-17T04:02:00.000-07:00

Yes yes , i'm back to update again! haha hmmm my exam results are gonna be release real soon and i mean real soon though,haha really hope i wouldn't do so bad because after all i did study!Ok! i admit,it is last minute studying,but what the heck! i still did study okay!?! =D..
Anyway went to catch the sneak preview of JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE with ben yesterday haha i must say it was super hilarious and you peeps should go catch it when it is out in the cinemas which is on 21st september.Haha (=
Had a scrumptous dinner yesterday,alot of food but the amount we spent on them were pretty reasonable lar,with all the variety of food! YUM YUM!! i enjoyed myself very much yesterday haha watch alot of naruto cartoon yesterday.At first i was not really interested in it,but as i continue to watch i find it not that bad though but still i am not a ANIME fan,so yar.Haha
Anyway,managed to chat wit my dearest jen yesterday on msn,BOY OH BOY! do i really miss that siao charboh! haha but the way she stays up late at night to complete her work really convinced me that she has become very hardworking yar?Keep it up jen! This is the first time i have seen her so hardworking but still i am so proud of you!!keep up the good work my dear!And to jen: I know the work there is kinda alot yar?Its like the work keeps on being piled up compared to singapore but still don't be so stress up and and and relax yar?You will slowly adapt and get used to it lar,but i believe you are already adapting to it and i look forward to seeing you next year when you return to singapore for a holiday!take care! muack! =D
Gonna go out with meiyan and peifang on thursday if i am not wrong.Sheesh! i am so looking forward to it..hahaha shall laugh and crap all the way =D food hunting and shopping!!Haha that's our forte!! haha i can't wait for thursday to come manz..hahaha to monkie and meiyan i am so gonna disturb both of you on thursday =X haha but i think it will be vice versa ah, with that stinky monkie around haha =D
School is gonna start on 2nd oct for me,haha it will be longer hours and more tiring for me but nevertheless i will try not to slack already and strive harder ..haha can't afford to slack like how i did during my O levels!
So yeaps! shall update till here (=

PS:HAHA yeaps yeaps i added a song to my blog =D haha chose this song because i found it kinda meaningful and nice yar very soothing and sentimental too haha so yups haha hope you guys enjoy it =D and and it isnt because i am in a lovey dovey mood that's why i put this particular song ok..haha i put this song for no particular reason i find it nice that's all haha ...

haha

2006-09-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hello!i'm back to update.Haha let's see what happened on 9th sept the main highlight of the day.(=
9/9/2006:Went out with Ben to orchard then to my cousin's house celeste for her advanced birthday celebration.Ben went too.At first it was kinda awakard bringing him along as he was kinda nervous,but later on he opened up and in fact he managed to get along pretty well with all my cousins,including the male ones(twins,chris,jon,nick).He even played soccer with them and jonathan said he was very friendly hur,because ben thought him how to play basketball.Hmmm haha to think celeste,sabrina and claire told me this,
Them:I thought you will be anti-social and just spent time with your boyfriend instead of the usual chit chatting with us.
Me:Then you are so wrong,look at me,i'm a living example,my boyfriend left me to play soccer with the male cousins and to think he told me not to leave him all alone.
Them:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
And my grandmother was very cute though,the moment we reached,she straight away ask ben
Grandmother:You wanna learn how to cook ah?
Ben:Yah i wanna learn how to cook the black sauce pork
Me:*BEAMS HAPPILY*
Grandmother:*Smiles*
He wanted to learn how to cook for the sake of me,because he knows its my favourite dish hahaha *waves hands* love you manz! =D
HAHA!overall i enjoyed myself very much,met up with all of my cousins and had some bonding session and chit-chatting,it will be quite sometime before i see them again hur?But yah they are a bunch of nice people lar! =D
After that reach home about 12am,because we dabao macs for dinner+supper! haha see! i was smart i knew there will not be enough food at cel's house hahaha =D then ben stayed over and we watch tv until 3+ in the morning and off to sleep hahaha.Enjoyed myself very much hahahaha,shall look forward to the next gathering.
Yeah,i suppose my results for my examinations is gonna be released soon.I'm prepared for either the good or the bad,but i believe in working hard to get the grades you want,and since i worked and studied hard,it should not be a problem to get at least a C for both the papers (=.Well i wanna wish those poly students who is getting their results back all the best too =D
Shall update till here then!BYE!

no one to turn to so i have to vent it here

2006-09-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

Back to update,well celeste my cousin stayed over yesterday and it was so called "bonding" session yesterday.She said me and ben were hilarious as she thinks its kinda funny seeing us having endless talks and randomly starting a new topic when we have not ended the previous topic we started on..Funny hur?perhaps that's how we are able to communicate hahaha but at least she also enjoyed it ah hahaha ...she kept laughing till her face was = red + gasping for air =X hahaha...
Well,watched monster house today with celeste and sabrina.Lame but yet funny lar hahaha anyway i enjoyed my stay with my cousin and there will be definitely more sleepovers haha,and we are like nocturnal owls please?we didn't sleep till 5am yesterday and i woke up at 6am again just to wish ben to take care for his ubin camp trip then i went back to sleep again.SHEESH!But anyway haha celeste and me gossiped and crapped alot and it has been super long since we last did that haha.
Well,sometimes i really wonder and think to myself,must the venue always be sentosa just to get together?And sometimes i do really have things on,i will priortise what is important first,and enjoyment later.
To muhua,i told you the truth,i do have things on on these particular days,but the way you put things towards me is damn crude,it's as though i am cooking up stories just to not go to sentosa.True enough sometimes i will feel sian because you only ask us out when you wanna organize a trip to sentosa,other then that you won't,like i said,must it always be sentosa?I just don't know lar.
Sometimes,its really not easy to bottle up issues to yourself and especially when you have no one to turn too,and when your close friends and boyfriend are offline and stuff hur?Well i think blogging it out is the only way to make me feel better a little and let me vent it out lar.
Anyway shall update till here then.

hello sept!

2006-09-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

Haha!! Bye exams and HELLO to september and one month of holiday!=D haha listen up mr ben ben i have one MONTH holiday unlike you pre-U students only one week =X haha.Alright,my exam ended on friday and i can say that the test is ok and it should be no problem for me to pass at all.My deepest sympathy to grouchy whouchy who studied so "much" but out of the 5 essay qns,only one come out! =X LOL!!! How "lucky" can she get?
Haha today i went to watch Devil wears Prada with mr ben!! Haha ! those who have yet to catch it,go catch it,its very funny though =D....hahaha hmm then went shopping haha and in the end i bought nothing and he bought a shirt heh!!
Later at night,my parents dabao changi village nasi lemak,the pig eat like a pig manz!=X Oops,what am i saying?pig eats like a pig ah..Duhh! =X hahahaha we ate until we were so bloated that both of us nearly puke!! hahaha hmm then after that nothing much already..hahaha tomorrow most prolly shall catch monster house with him again and i just wanna say thank you mummy for helping me get movie tickets!!thanks a zillion billion willion trillon!!!and i love you so much *Mushy*!!
Yes yes ben...be jealous that i only love my parents and not YOU you stinky pig...shall update till here bye randoms!! =X hahahaa !

boooooo

2006-08-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

Haha!! last paper tomorrow which is princples of busniess management a.k.a PBM!! all the best to myself haha and i wanna eat my CARLS JR!!! =(
Don't care shall ask the pig to accompany tomorrow haha provided i am not lazy =D haha shall go sleep now,bye people! (=

short post

2006-08-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Ok ok i shall make this snappy,a short post today.Well exams are coming real soon.This coming monday is my fundamentals of marketing examination and friday is my princples of busniess management examination.Well i shall study hard and do well for these 2 tests like how i did for my previous Princples of Accounting exams and Communication skills.(PS: btw my POA got an A and my Comm skills got a B *grinz* =D ) haha. Well have not been talking to peifang online recently as it is either i offline and she online or vice versa,but i guess because both of us are busy preparing for our upcoming exams yar?
Haha to my clique of close friends taking their examinations,good luck to all of you and do your best and after that we can meet up during the sept holidays and go crazy again!!! =DDDD
To Meiyan and Peifang,my shopping khakis, shall call u both out for some real hardcore shopping after our examinations yar?Prolly in september holiday we shall go shopping and i am really looking forward to that!! =D anyway all the best in your exams yar?Take care lots and i miss you both badly!!
To kuanli, if you're reading this hope that you are coping well in canada and everything is fine.If you're feeling down and you need someone to talk too,don't worry i am always there for you ok? Don't slack in your studies in canada yar?if you slack i smack your butt ah =X haha ...All the best take care my dear shall look forward to seeing you next year! muack =D
To ben ben ben ben ben =X your promos are coming real soon too so buck up and pull up your socks and don't slack yar?like what you always told me too.Study now,play later.And i hope the same theory applies to you too...so yar all the best to you too hahahaha don't retain in Year 1 hoh if not your 3 years in MI machiam become 4 years.Choy touch wood =X
To grouchy whouchy...eh exams coming already hoh hahahahaha eh after exams we shall go out for some shopping and makan and at the same time some giggling and laughing sessions and not forgetting our forte GOSSIPING sessions yar?because after exams we got 1 month break mah if i don't see your sickening face i will cry one =x hahaha so study hard for the upcoming exams too =D
Anyway shall update till here...shall update again after my examinations till then farewell fellow people =D

lalala

2006-08-22T06:46:00.001-07:00

Back for update! HAHA well well well,exams are coming real soon on the 28th of august and 1st of sept and after my exams i am FREEE temporary only.School shall resume on the 2nd of oct and before that i shall have a month of holiday!BOOOOO and my deepest sympathy and condolences to students of primary,secondary and PRE-U students who only get one week holiday instead of one month like me *WAVES HANDS* =D.Anyway,i made burgers for joot joot,xanthe the grouchy and mr benji.HAHA i must say my burgers are good ok!YES! don't laugh!! its damn good lar can.And this xanthe the grouchy when i ask her nice a not she say not nice but yet she gobble it all down her throat...bluff also bluff wrong people =X LOL!
Haha anyway,i had a class test today i took 2 days only to study!miracle hur!!so many things to remember yet i took such a short time to finish and i am able to do the paper today.Haha ain't i a genius or what?HAHA study week for me now and i am gonna study from tomorrow onwards till my exams are over.YUPS! no more last minute work michelle!! Haha anyway,my dearest satelite a.k.a kuanli is already in canada and at least she updated me on her current life there.I must say she looks damn cute in her uniform yet funnyi really miss her so much manz,look forward to seeing her next year(=.I bet if i was there i will burst out laughing.Don't ask me why but i will just laugh lar.Haha time and tide really waits for no man hur?Now august is already coming to an end and on to september then to october then to november and then december and tadah! a year have finally passed,and everything goes back to square one,back to january (MUA's bday (=),feburary,march etc...etc.. so on and so fore.
Well,tomorrow will be a brand new day for me..gonna stay at home the whole week until my exams finish.Motive is to study,save money and go on a diet =D...hahahahaha kill 3 birds with one stone *GRINZ* only a genius like me will think of someting so kinky =X...haha call that scheming too =D
Haha hmm hmm i shall update till here today lar haha at least i did not let my blog die and rot off,but i wont consistenly blog because exams are coming and i gotta study.anyway shall update till here adios amigo~~ =DDDDDD

sad

2006-08-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

As i saw her entering the transit lounge,tears just flowed down naturally without me knowing.Yes,my dearest kuanli flew off today to canada and i was very sad upon her departure.Thinking back when we first met in secondary 1 , we were not close though but were in the same class for 4 years and we only been close when we were in secondary 3 onwards.Mischevious and rebllious,yet we knew how to control ourselves,never to go overboard when rebelling and defying the teachers.
Still remembered how both of us always get into trouble.As long as kuanli is not there i will not be there or vice versa.We are just like satelites sticking together,diffcult to seperate us though.Even though we defied teachers,those were sweet memories to me.How both of us thought of a stupid yet reasonable excuse on why we did not go for social studies EC when we actually went to KFC for lunch,as we had a sudden craving for it.We told Ms see that we actually had tution and the tution teacher was pretty furious with us as we always postponed our tutions due to ECs,and as she herself is quite packed we therefore had to sacrifice social studies EC since both of us are quite ok in that subject.Ms see believed us and let us go with a warning,how lucky can we get?
Another incident was during the morning assembly.As we were singing the national anthem,i started to laugh for no rhyme reason,and due to my contagious laughter,kuanli burst out laughing too and peifang who was standing next to us just SMILED as she thought why were we laughing for no reason.But after the whole thing,we realised Ms see was behind us all the time and all 3 of us were caught and asked to stand outside the general office,as not paying attention to the national anthem was considered a very big GRAVE mistake to them.Yah right.Haha,but poor peifang,she only smiled but yet also got caught.=X we 3 were lectured and later when we were told to give her our ez-link cards,peifang's ez-link card made us laugh even though we were being lectured at,because she looks damn hilarious in her photo lar.Haha!!
Hmm...the good old times,i really miss my secondary school life compared to now.If only time could stop and rewind back,i bet all of us would be enjoying and cherishing our secondary school days,which are the best memories in my whole 17 years of life.
[16.08.2006]--> the day kuanli left for canada,i will definitely never forget her and HEY if you are reading this,you better keep in touch and stay in contact with all of us alright?If not i will kill you when i see you next year!
Everytime,after school last time during secondary school,our whole click would go to tampines mall slack around and have lunch and as usual we would go walk walk with kuanli as the "tour leader" because she love shopping the most compared to the rest of us though..Ahhhh,this sweet memories will always be kept deep down in my heart forever and ever.
Kuanli,i will really miss you alot,the things we did will never be forgotten (= take care sister! i love you alot!!!

TO KUANLI:PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THERE!!AND REMEMBER TO GIVE ME YOUR ADDRESS SO I CAN WRITE TO YOU FREQUENTLY,LOVE YA ALOTS!!!!AND AND YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN BY ME!! *WAVES HANDS* MUACK!!! =D

[[16.08.2006]]Me,Peifang,Kuanli and Meiyan.We took this at the airport before kuanli left for canada.She will never be forgotten.(=

gathering

2006-08-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

YAYY! a gathering today with my peeps!Miss them so much.gonna bring a camera and take pictures and upload them (=.Going to have dinner with kuanli,jordan,ben,fang,meiyan,taibo,xavier,muhua and qiang horng later at marina sqaure's yuki yaki and i am feeling rather excited about it.I even made a reservation so that everything for the gathering would go smoothly and it won't backfire,because dinner time would be packed yar?=D anyway i have no school today which means i can rest and i am gonna study later before i go out !! HAHA and MR BEN is staying over tonight YAYY! double happiness =X
Anyway, to my dearest fang a.k.a monkie,thanks for saying what you felt out in your blog and letting me be able to read it and understand how you felt.I'm really sorry i've been going off quite early because i am tired,but after reading your blog i really understand how you feel and no matter what from now on,as long as you got problems i will make sure i won't go offline so early,I will try to not keep on feeling lerthagic because i myself feel that i have been getting tired easily and i gotta try to do something about it and in fact from now on i will accopmany you till later instead of now always going offline as early as 10plus!I promise my monkie and i will do it =D.I also miss you alot you know?=( and i can't wait to see you today and i mean it.I am gonna snap alot of pictures of you and make it into a colleage and sell it =X but don't know got people buy anot.If don't have at least me and meiyan will buy lar hoh =X
So yup i hope to see all my sweeties and darlings later and we shall have fun like how we did in secondary school!
And the dieting thing,i didn't diet lar,i merely went to work out and cut down on my food intake but my tummy paints a thousand words =Xhahahaha i will try to get this thinking out of me lar,if still cannot 3 years later when kl return and i still have this,i shall consult her =X hahahaha and kuanli i will really miss you i shall SINK into depression soon upon your departure.SNIFF OUT LOUD =(
BYE PEOPLE!

hehehe

2006-08-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY IN ADAVANCE!!! (=

Anyaway i've been slacking lar seriously for these 2 modules but i believe i would be able to scrape through these 2 modules's exams with xanthe's and with ben's help haha (= anyway been rather tired lately.Why?because i've been going to the gym to workout after class because i really don't wanna turn into a fat blob.Everytime before i eat something i will think it is damn sinful,then after i eat i will think that i have put on 10kg because i felt so full and i always got this thinking that if i eat like that i will put on until 100kg but i didn't really eat much,and in the end always get scolded by the naggy old ben =X.Well,maybe i am paranoid?but i don't know lar haha just don't wanna grow fat!!But at least now i am working out already so i won't feel so bad at least i feel good haha =D.I think i have a real problem with this eating thingy and recently i don't really feel like eating anything for fear of growing FAT!advice anyone?-.-'''
Anyway thursday mr ben is gonna crash my class because he has no school and that means YAYY people to help me copy my notes =D.Haha but xavier and joot damn sickening =X when they heard that he is gonna copy for me my notes xavier especially keep saying "eh we go buy carbon paper so then put under the original piece of paper that ben is copying on so with one copy he copies,it is actually equals to copying an extra 3 sets for us (xanthe,joot and himself)."Haha sickening right?at most photocopy also can lar.
Haha and tomorrow is national day and i am soooo gonna watch the antbully =D
AND to my dearest monkie a.k.a fang,if sometimes u feel stress or you have some problems seriously feel free to approach me i will always be there to hear you out and lend you my listening ear,like what you always do to me.Even though you don't have the habit to ask for help or approach people,at least crowie can right?so yar anything regardless of your work or personal problems if i can help you or make you feel better,i will definitely do it (=
To my dearest kuanli a.k.a jen,you're leaving soon and i mean real soon.I don't know how will life be without you especially with you in a foreign land far far away from me =(.I definitely will cry till my eyes are swollen when i send you off because i definitely will miss you alot and i mean alot alot.I really can't bear for you to leave though but i mean its for your future and for your own good so yar.But anyway just wanna let you know that i really will miss you alot and MUST MUST still keep in touch even though when you're in canada.=D shall miss you my darling! (:
To my dearest grouchy monster a.k.a xanthe,i know you always fall sick easily,you really should take care of youself and xavier will be more auto lar,don't worry he will know what to do because i have faith in him.Even though sometimes,he seems bochap or ignorance,but sometimes i really belive deep down inside he knows what to do and when to be auto and i believe one day he will be less shy and this relationship of yours with him will definitely blossom into a beautiful fairytale,so yar have faith in him and you.=D
To my beloved benjamin,sometimes i say things which are very crude and unknowningly hurt you like hell but i am like that so i hope that when i say something crude in a midst of a quarrel i really hope you won't take it to heart because afterall i am a very hot and strong headed person i will change,but it takes time.I will try to not guai-lan so much provided you keep your promises you made to me and i will really really try my best to understand and compromise.I understand that whatever you do is really for my own good but judging from how i was last time to the current me,i really think its a big jump and yar i am somehow still slowly getting use to it so you really gotta try to understand me,so i hope less quarrels in future yar?love ya (=
So yeaps!shall update till here,see when i am not lazy then i update again =DDDDD haha till then people!adios amigo! =X LOL! =XXXXXX

new beginning

2006-08-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

A new month + A new post =DDDDDD.Let's see,have not been updating for a while.YES! i admit i am lazy!!But i did not totally neglect my blog can!Haha don't know what to blog about.School is so boring and YES i don't understand a single thing from both modules =D Haha,anyway my dearest kuanli is leaving in 15 days time! I think i will cry and sob like hell =( But well she chose this path,therefore she has to stick with it mah,but anyway just wanna let you know that i will definitely miss you alot! =D Anyway,today i went to the gym to workout.YES! from today onwards,1st august,i will constantly go to the gym to work out for 1 month since i already paid for 1 month membership,because i needa lose weight seriously.If i don't exercise and continue eating i will definitely become a FAT BLOB!I don't wanna turn into my usual fat self when i was in sec 2 =X haha hmm nothing to update leh.Haha anyway my diet starts today!! until then adios~~ :)

haha

2006-07-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Back back back!!! =D anyway i had my first term exams already and i find them pretty ok.Haha able to pass lar haha.Hmmm anyways,i started my new modules yesterday and i kinda enjoyed it.But,i did not go to school today and i wasn't sure about today's module's lecturer but heard frm xanthe and michelle that he is ok.So since these 2 crappy people says he is ok so he should be ok lar hoh.Haha,anyway me,ben,xanthe and xavier have a fetish of playing monopoly recently.HAHA remembered how we played that time and we tagged team and in the end xavier and xanthe lost haha and still owe us money leh! HAHA never mind,i am sure when me and xanthe tag we will definitely win the guys because,GIRLS RULES GUYS DROOL!! haha =X
Everyday i like no life lor go to school go to school go to school.Travel all the way from tampines to queensway 9am-12pm then go back already haha seriously no life lar but what to do.I did not do well for my O levels hence the torture of travelling to and fro =X haha but i will buck up for this time round lar.Haha as for xavier and xanthe,i really hope they will blossom but to my dear friend(xavier),please be more automatic a little bit because xanthe is already very auto and open already.If one day she decides to give up and her patience runs out,you only have yourself to blame,so please seize this oppurtunity and don't let it slip away if not you will regret lor seriously.
As for Benjamin,seriously you're a great guy but i sometimes really think you and me have not sort out our differences hence leading to all the quarrels we are facing.I don't know when it will ever end but don't know lar jus feeling kind of tired.Sometimes when we quarrel we will say things that we do not mean it.Sometimes i say things that hurt you most of the times but sometimes you yourself say things which hurt me too or sometimes very insulting,but i decide to shrug it all off because i will go like just forget it lar.But sometimes i don't know how long this can last.No doubt my parents ask me to cherish you but sometimes i just have this mixed feelings in me lar.I don't know lar,just feeling kind of frustrated and irritated that's all.You deserve a better girl because you're a great guy because i am too insenstive sometimes therefore i don't deserve you.The quarrels we go through is normally started off with me due to my anger getting all over me.It's my fault lar.We gone through so much together but i just feel very what lar.Hopefully alls will end well lar.I just wanna thank you for everything you did for me.(PS:we didn't end our relationship,just wanna thank him lar. )
And to my dearest bestie kuanli,you will be leaving real soon on August 17th.If you are reading this,i just wanna let you know i will definitely miss you alot and regardless on what programmes i have on that day i will DEFINITELY send you off even though i really don't want you to go canada =(.Hmm shall update till here lar.

(PS:I HAVE A SUDDEN CRAVING FOR CHCOLATE-COATED MARSHMALLOWS =D )

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2006-07-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY,A BIG BIG BIG BIG HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GROUCHY MONSTER XANTHE! =DDDDD

Haha hey peeps i am back to update my precious and cute blog HAHA =X.Okays i finished communication skills exam today and and and it was okay la i mean not that diffcult nor easy,just neutral lar.But i seriously need to say a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG thank you to mr benjamin lim for helping me even though he is not taking the subject (=.Imagine,for 2 days saturday and sunday he travelled down all the way from commonwealth to tampines just to help me on my comm skills,and i am super and i mean super grateful to him!Thank you sweetie =D.Wells,today after the paper me,ben,joot,xavier,xanthe and 4 other of xanthe's ex sec sch classmate when to celebrate the birthday girl's (xanthe's) birthday and we had our dinner at NEW YORK NEW YORK.HAHA hmmm wells after that we bought a slice of cake for her and sang her a birthday song and being the mischevious person i always am,i smashed some cake on her face HA HA HA =X too bad lar hor xanthe it's always the case one when someone's birthday is celebrated with me around,they always get this.Haha after that took a train home but my sweetie send me home too haha.Hopefully i need not retake my exams and i hope i will be able to pass and i am proud to say that my relationship and studies is going smoothly so far so good! =DDDDDD IMMA HAPPY GIRL SERIOUSLY!!!! haha shall update till here then.Ciaos! (=

PS:HOPEFULLY XAVIER AND XANTHE WILL HAVE A HAPPY ENDING YAR?=DDDDD
XAVIER JIAYOU!YOU CAN DO IT ONE LAR HAHA (=

Haha this is joot's waffle with ice-cream and seriously it is damn delicious!YUMMMM! =D

BEFORE
Xavier's waffle with ice cream.Same as joot's but different flavour of ice-cream haha (=

AFTER
Haha the same waffle with chocolate ice-cream which belongs to xavier.But this is how distorted and fugly it became AFTER spreading the ice-cream all over the waffle as he was trying to get joot's waffle effect which was spread very nicely.Credits of this spreading goes to : BENJAMIN AND XAVIER.Haha childish LOL! Machiam look like shit haha !

YAYY!

2006-07-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

YAYY!Changed template and i think this is kinda nice and furthermore it is clear so yup! Haha and it is mickey mouse somemore.So to monkey a.k.a fang,don't say you cannot view my blog already hor because i changed it partially for you can!And YAYY!I did it all by myself,thus i am so proud of myself! =DDDDD
Anyway i had a yummy dinner today and i am satisfied and i mean very contented and satisfied HA HA HA (=

Finally! i can upload pictures!HAHA hmm let's see.Took this with sweetie today in the car on the way to changi village with my parents for dinner haha. Took this during my daddy's birthday on [03.07.2006] at long beach restaurant at east coast (=

Haha took this with him during my daddy's birthday also at long beach lor haha! HIS GEK SAi face,ruin my face =X LOL!jk la haha [03.07.2006] Took this with sweetie at my house on don't know which day!Haha i also cannot remember lar =XAnother picture i took with sweetie at my house haha (=

AHHH! i miss my siao charbohs!!!i wanna meet up with them soon again! =(
Went to hong kong cafe on [08.07.2006] with fang and gang and had the milk tea and their milk tea is super fabulous YUMMMMM!! (=

Haha had this for dessert that day,and it is called mango showhand!HAHA don't see that it looks disgusting but in fact it is so NICE lar can! =D

Haha meiyan had this for her dessert.It is called banana french toast with ice-cream.I didn't try it but it looks nice and tempting!Gonna try it when i go there to eat again (=

nong nong ago

2006-07-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

More then one week since i last update!Exams are approaching real soon and today is the 1st day of my study week.Study week means letting us stay at home to self-revise.But i end up what?watching VCD!haiyoh!but never mind,sweetie is coming over to teach me tomorrow after his exams!HAHAHA!Let's see things been going very very smooth and very very fine (=.Sweetie stayed over at my house the other day and it was my mother who asked him to stay over haha! i mean good right?then the next day he sent me to school and even went in with me and help me copy notes!I know i am lazy,but still!!! i don't care lar hahahahahaha XD!Haha school is fun with XANTHE the siao charboh around haha!Never fail to make my day,just looking at her will make me laugh like hell even on MSN!eh grouchy!i talk about you in my blog leh shouldnt you feel honoured?You're a star!! haha like real =x LOL!My relationship with my sweetie is also improving but still quarrels do occur but yar trying to give and take and it will e our 2 months soon (= let's hope it will last longer and longer haha!I hope i would pass my exams and i think if i manage to pass and do well i will promise not to anyhow pon during my diploma already because that is soooo important.And this is a promise i make to myself.If i don't fufill it,i am only lying to myself so i promise i won't.Oh and let's see!Saturday was a very fun day!Went out with kuanli,jordan,xavier,peifang and meiyan!we went to watch the preview of the ndp but we left halfway because me and jordan was feeling tired,and i was feeling super tired and sick and was being kinda attitude.Sorry to those which i show attitude to i am really sorry =(.After that,we went to the hong kong cafe at east coast road for dinner.Waited quite long but it was fruitful because the food was good.we ate till 10 plus after that jordan left and the rest of us took a cab home.The nice uncle allowed 5 of us in.Thanks mr cabby uncle!HAHA overall it was very fun,laugh,crap and joke alot haha really miss them alot manz! (=

Okays i shall update till here till then..HAHA and i will miss my dear kuanli alot when she leaves for canada!=(

a brand new beginning

2006-07-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

1 month had jus pass just like that,and now is already the month of july,come to think of it what peifang said was quite true.I told her that to me 2 months is very long.But she beg to differ and said that it is actually quite short,because have you wondered what were you doing in May and with a snap of your fingers its already july.Fast hur?Coming to think of it,many things indeed happen from may till now.Happy memories,sad ones and memorable ones.Sometimes,i really thank god for blessing me with such a wonderful family whom i am able to relate with.They really cheer me up even with that little crap from them especially my daddy.Even though sometimes we do quarrel but i still love him! (= I am really grateful for having this family of mine.Even though they might not read this post,but i just wanna say how grateful i am and thank them for upbringing me for 17 years and nuturing me into what i am now.Another thing i wanna say is a BIG BIG BIG thank you to my real bestie fang!She's always there for me when i am down.A good listening ear and a good advisor.Whenever i am feeling down the first person to come into my mind is always her.With her around,she never fails to make my day and i am really thankful to have her as one of my bestie friend.Thanks alot fang!Another thing which i am thankful that god gave me is my boyfriend Benjamin.Sometimes we do quarrel but i am very grateful to have him by my side.What he said was true,even though we are together for only 1 month + and counting,but the obstacles we've been through is already alot and might even be comparable with those couples who have been together about 4-5 months.We do have very heated quarrels,breakdowns,and differences, but at the end of the day we still manage to sort them out.We both realised we should change for the better to allow this relationship to blossom further.Therefore,yesterday mark a new fresh beginning for both of us whereby we both decided to change for the better and put our heart into this relationship and i am quite sure it will last (=.The happy memories would indeed very memorable.He teaching me how to use the fork and knife,he correcting my english,every little minor detail like this counts,and thinking back about it makes me smile.It's sucha waste to give this up just because of a minor setback like quarrels which couples normally go through.If a couple do not quarrel then they are not even considered a couple already?True isn't it?I just hope from today onwards,everything will take a turn for the better and i am pretty sure it will =D. Exams are in the middle to the end of july and sheesh i don't know whether i can make it but i am quite sure it should be ok i hope.I will jus pia for this 2-3weeks and make sure i pass =D so yar i am gonna go study now so yup till then!!!! =DDDDDD

no comments

2006-06-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

I'm currently at home shaking my legs as today i do not have school! =D BUT!, today's lesson is scheduled to postpone to saturday! =( there goes my beautiful saturday!! DAMN YOU,YOU napuru aurora a.k.a oragami who is my comm skills teacher and simply suck to the core =D..Lets see school have been ok lar but i don't really understand though so i rather come home and self-revise.Sometimes i think i understand better by revising myself rather then hearing the teachers explain,because they sometimes make simple things which are able to comprehend into things which are so complicated.Tsk tsk!Overall,school is ok la.Relationship?i can't say the same for this.Sometimes i wonder,isit just me being bochup or isit him being to sensitive and suspicious sometimes?I don't know lar but sometimes i can go bonkers manz.Maybe these are the few obstacles that i have to go through to make the relationship blossom into a better one,but sometimes i really really can't seem to understand him.Sometimes i admit its my fault but i don't know lar.Let's just take things one step at a time.Other then this,things been going pretty smooth for me.I've no worries on anything else except this.This sometimes drive me nuts,i know is my fault most of the times but i really get frustrated over this easily when a quarrel occurs.I hope we will stop quarrelling and settle our differences so that things will be better for you and me.(= till then..ciaoz~

sick

2006-06-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

I am OFFICALLY SICK and i repeat i am SICK =(.

Well,didn't go to school today due to me being sick which i contracted the flu! BOOOOOO! But i got 2 days mc since i really am not well but i chose to go to school tomorrow because if not i will be missing alot and i mean ALOT.So yup,basically stone at home the whole day but i cherish the days at home since school already started for me and i get tired easily.So yup,did nothing much except for sleeping since i am sick so i lack energy haha,after that at night Mr benjamin who is also sick came over to my place because i am sick but he is also sick =(! Oh yes! xavier is sick as well!!Because 3 of us have been hanging out together alot recently therefore when one get the flu virus all 3 got it!this is called Through thick and thin =XX HAHA so yup,He came over to play the PSP and i lend it to him to bring home to play because his computer BOMBA! poor boy HAHAHAA =X So yup i am going to school tomorrow despite me being sick!! I am a good student i tell you =DDDDDD after that if i am feeling better gonna catch scary movie 4 with xavier and ben provided if he can make it.AND AND AND i am so PISSED i tell you! Because the Singapore Idol results show the EMILEE KANG(seeing her name makes me angry!!) got in instead of MERYL JOAN LEE who should have gotten in instead of EMILEE!ARGHHHH ~!@#$%^& , but never mind i am sure MERYL will get in through the REVIVAL ROUND just like how sylvester did! =D hmm so yar i shall update till here gotta go sleep since i gotta wake up early for school tomorrow (=

hmm

2006-06-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Wondering how she is feeling now after the whole incident happened.Read peifang's blog and i totally agree with her.The sistership all of us once had will never be the same again.Laughing and giggling,was it from the bottom of our hearts or were we just trying to make each other comfortable like how we used to do it?But honestly,things will never ever be the same again,and i mean never.I really wonder how are you after this happened,and how are you feeling.I dare not pluck the courage to talk to you because after all it was all my fault in the first place,i should have told you earlier right from the start.I AM REALLY SORRY.Like what peifang said,i really wish we could reverse back to secondary school where everything used to be so simple and funny yet nice,but its totally impossible and even now kuanli is leaving for canada soon i wonder how will i react when i see her leaving.Most probably is i will shed tears =(.I really wanna let you all know that i really do cherish this friendship alot but i know we won't be as close as before,because after all i let you down first and i am super remorseful until now.I don't know whether will you ever get to read this but i really wish that things did not turn out like that and we all go back to square one.I just wanna let you know that i really do cherish this friendship alot and i hope at least we will not turn to strangers or even those HI-BYE kinda friends.I hope we will at least talk and not feel awakard when we see each other i really do.So i hope everything will turn out fine as time pass on.Anyway today i quarrelled with ben and it's quite heated.The way he flares up frightens me alot and we talk for so long and because of me he missed going to his auntie's house.I cried alot because it was my fault but i am really not good enough for you my dear.I really am not.I can make you laugh but most of the times its always you being hurt and heartbroken and it's always my fault.Honestly speaking,things have been working out pretty fine so far,and i don't know how long will we last but i just wanna let you know that i am really thankful for everything you did for me (=. Regarding school,it's been pretty fine too and i really enjoy xanthe and joot's company alot,i am thankful that i found these 2 close friends whom i really can talk too and click well with (=.So yar i shall update till here i really wish everything will turn out fine and i will be as jovial and lively like how i use to be not like now.Stress,sad,disappointed.This is not the real me,i really hope all will turn out fine and that is the only thing i can wish for.

I'm putting on alot of weight too!! i shall go on a diet from tomorrow onwards!!FRUITS FRUITS FRUITS only here i come (=

finally

2006-06-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

Sorry! Sorry! Sorry! sorry for not updating for like about a week because i've been very busy every since school started for me.Yes,school started for me on the 12th of june and it have been pretty good.My classmates are not as old and as bad as i expected but i made a few wonderful and magnificent friends there (= Well i basically prefer POA instead of communication skills lessons because the teacher who teaches us comm skills speaks in monotone language and it gets pretty boring,whereas the POA teacher is very funny and cute hahahahaa!well almost everyday after school i would go out with xavier and the charboh.Ok!i am so gonna say this now,charboh is actually benjamin my boyfriend,whom i randomly used the name charboh just to cover up his identity because of some problems,but now all is aired so yar from now on i shall use his name instead of a girly charboh,so yar to MR UNKNOWN,please get this clear that the charboh i have been talking about is not actually a charboh but is actually my BOYFRIEND and i repeat my BOYFRIEND whom is 76345789987653456 TIMES better looking then you this FUGLY creature whom is just occupying a small space on earth and to ruin the lovely place,seriously just screw off and die lar (= so yar now life for me is back to square one which is wake up early in the morning go to school then if there is projects to do then do it then after that go home or maybe go out to walk before going home so yar its back to square one again like i just said,but well education is needed in singapore if we do not have a proper education,we are nothing at all.Even though life is tedious and tiring for me but i have my friends , family and ben with me so yup no worries (= so yar shall update till here,Ben is unable to join my family for dinner tonight due to something important and urgent but i really hope your uncle will recover soon yar and i am very sure he will (=

AND ONCE AGAIN TO MR UNKNOWN CAN YOU REALLY REALLY PLEASE GO GET A LIFE?THANK YOU AND I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU FOR LIKING ME AND AIRING YOUR CONFESSION ON MY TAGBOARD BUT NO NO NO NO NO I WILL HELL NO ACCEPT YOU,YOU BLOODY FUGLY CREATURE WHO IS JUST A PAIN IN THE ASS.SEEING THE WAY YOU TAG MY BOARD DISGUSTS ME AND I BET IF I WERE TO SEE YOU IN PERSON I WILL FREAK OUT LIKE HELL BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST TO HIDEOUS AND HORRIBLE SO SERIOUSLY JUST GO SCREW OFF OK! I HAVE SAID MY PIECE THANK YOU =D

ironic isnt it

2006-06-09T21:09:00.001-07:00

Well back to posting,sorry for the lack of updates as i was to lazy and yet to busy to update.Have been going out these past few days,because i wanna enjoy myself to the fullest before i start school on monday.Yes people,its this coming monday.Three cheers for me -_-'''.Wells,finally confessed to her,she told me how she felt and i understand because if i myself was in her shoes i will feel the same way as she did,but true enough time is the factor to heal everything.Yesterday went out with fang and gang,it was very fun lar,celebrated qiang horng's birthday at parris and he was FORCED to eat 18 kinds of food as it is his 18th birthday!HAHA after that we went to plaza singapura to catch the OMEN.Haha it was damn hilarious,celine kept hiding her head under her bag haha ostrich will always be an ostrich lar,after that we went home.On wednesday,i went out with meiyan,fang and sharul.GIRLS DAY OUT =D.It was super fun i tell you!we went on a crazy shopping spree and the biggest spender of the day is not meiyan but sharul and she bought many pairs of shoes mounting up to about 5-6 pairs.WOW! she really pamper her one pair of feet yar?HAHA so yar i shant go into details into other stuff,anyway i am gonna start school on monday and i am excited yet lazy but well,education is needed in singapore anyway so i still have to study lar,so yar shall update till here (=

PS: And to that unknown asshole,can you like just go get a life instead of wasting my tagboard space?you are jus ruining my perfect blog with your sickening tags and i mean if you really wanna get to know me jus state your name and who are you and i might get back to you but the possibility is 0%.But NOOOOOOOO you don't,instead you just tagged as some random weird unknown asshole,so yar seriously go get a lar yar?and stop being so childish.This tagging as unknown people started off when i was in P4?And this trend has somehow died off already and now you are using it?TSK TSK!no childhood i understand lar,but a reminder to you once again,go get a life,thank you (:

hmm

2006-06-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

Things are not going as smoothly as i thought it would be and i have absolutely nothing else to add on.Just wanna say I AM SORRY for everything i did and i'm just an effing bitch lar.

stress

2006-06-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

Back to update again,well these few days have been pretty ok but not really that ok.Let's see on sunday i went to church for service after whereby we went for the bowling gala thing at victor's superbowl.I enjoyed myself very much because it was very enjoyable.After that i went to suntec's pc exhibition but it was super crowded so i stepped in for like less then 5 minutes and out i go,after that caught a movie then yar went home already,shall not go into details.Wells,i've been thinking about something for a long time,i am wondering how am i gonna break this to her?how will she react?i'm so worried and stressed.Sometimes i feel that i took the wrong step into going into this.But since i chose this,i gotta walk this,but i feel very bad not telling her.It's like i am very guilty and sometimes i really regret taking this route very much but i had no choice since i decided to take the risk.I wonder whether will she get angry,sad,hurt?I mean i don't blame her if she really feels all these because it was my fault all along and i admit it,just hope that it would not be that bad as i thought it would be,but i am very sorry about this.Have been getting sleepless nights because of this and someother stuffs.Recently,unknown people been tagging my blog and i get private number calls from another unknown.SUPER CREEPY i must say,but well i don't care lar.I mean i am afraid but yet i am tired to bother about it.I think the problem of when to tell her is more important then the unknown people calling so yar i really hope everything will turn out fine.I just wanna say a big sorry to her and i am very remorseful about this.So yar shall update till here. =(

PS: to her i am really sorry but i have to tell you sooner or later,i really hope you will understand though and i don't blame you if you will hate me for it because afterall is my fault.But really,once again I AM SORRY =(

Funny

2006-06-03T09:02:00.001-07:00

Haha anyway back to update again (= so yar haha had a fun day today.The charboh went out for dinner with my parents and me at changi village haha.Initially,i met her at 5.45pm at tampines mall because she was kind of scared as it is the first time meeting my parents for dinner.She was afraid of going there empty handed,thus she bought a cake as a little something for a first time visit,even though i told her its ok because my parents will understand but yar she still bought the cake.Awww~ how sweet,haha.After that we went to changi village for dinner.My parents were crapping and joking and even making fun of me and there was once all 3 of them gang up to make fun of me regarding my SEXY paul twohill.They say he's a weirdo and ugly which i SOOOOOO don't agree.He is hot lor,haha.After that,the charboh slowly open up and she was not nervous anymore then it is like we were talking like as per normal and she was not afraid of my parents anymore which is also a good sign lar,then after dinner she came to my house and my mother treated her super nice haha.After that,it was kinda late already and she bid goodbye to my parents and she left and took the train home.So well,my parents liked her alot and even invited her for dinner again next sunday which i am also very happy for her and also proud of her,so once again well done lar CHAR BOH!You left a very good impression in my parents and they liked you alot lar haha.so yar thumbs up!So once again well done (=.So anyways,shall update till here HAHA =DDDDDD

Fun day out

2006-06-01T02:26:00.000-07:00

W00t!I'm back to post.Hmm,so let's talk about yesterday.Well yesterday was a fun day out!Met Xavier,Fang and Benjamin and we took bus 81 to seragoon to watch celine's basketball match.Throughout the bus journey,it was filled with joy and laughters and the journey seems so short even though it took about 1 hour to get there.Xavier as usual started his crappy nonsense.He took pictures of a bangla sleeping,shall upload if possible and we were laughing and crapping about all sorts of things haha.Ok when we reached there,i saw Qiang horng haha,really missed him alot and he still didnt change a bit.Well,did catch up with him a little and 10th june shall be our click outing out to celebrate his birthday!=D well celine played rather ok.Even though they lost but they really did try lar.After that we took bus 317 to chomp chomp food center to have our dinner cum supper? HAHA it was super funny we ate and talk and laugh and crap as usual HAHA,and fang was being a nonsense shit lar she kept making me laugh until i had stomach cramps!Haha ahhhhh,then secondary school days came flowing back into my mind,really do miss the good old times eh?Well after our makan,we took bus 81 back to tampines interchange and during that bus ride it was also very funny.I think we were a bit noisy hur?quite alot of eyes were on us,because we were playing different songs from our handphones.So yar,it creates noise pollution instead of it being a pleasure to the ears.Haha and i got home at about 11+pm.Hmm then later in the night,i was feeling a little moody and angry because of somethings lar,i shall not go into details but now everything is ok (= so yar i shall update till here =DDDDDD

hmm

2006-05-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Yeaps!Back to blog.(= wells,anyway i went to my grandmother's house yesterday and her cooking is superb lar!Didnt do much there,was merely doing what a girl always do!GOSSIPING!was gossiping with my dearest cousin celeste lar and it was kinda hilarious lar.Time really flies and soon i went home so yar didnt do much lar.Even though we just chat and chat i still find it quite enjoyable lar haha.
Let's see,two days ago i quarrelled with the charboh again.When i think back,perhaps i was giving a bochup attitude and she was super concerned over me and sensitive(?).Well,it was a heated argument but we always manage to talk things out in the end.But this particular quarrel was super heated and long lar but yar its all over,shall let bygones be bygones,but yar i'm really sorry because it was my fault after all and yet i chose to flare up and point the finger at you.But,i'm really glad that it's now over. =D
As for today,i merely went out a while then came home and watched funny videos on www.youtube.com . You guys should really go check it out manz.Its super hilarious lar some of the uploaded videos.I laugh until cry.HAHA!I found a new hobby (= which is watching videos on youtube,those funny ones of cause because its really funny haha.
Anyways,i'm off to the charboh's house tomorrow then later we are going out! (=.Charboh you better don't be late when fetching me from the mrt station again if not i will whack you! =D
So yar shall update till here!! =DDDDDD

I MISS class 409! (=

back from the charboh's house (:

2006-05-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

Ok,let's see.Well,today i went back with Xavier to my secondary school to collect our O level certificate and YAYY i am sooo not going back to that school anymore,4 years of fun and torture ((: . Hmm well,as i took my certificate and was about to leave,i bumped into my ex vice-principal Ms Melison See.Well she was asking me where i went and how i was doing.It was a short conversation yet very memorable.I remembered how i used to defy and rebel against her when i was in secondary 3 and 4.But she made me realise the importance of studies and after the conversation she wished me all the best ((: . A very nice lady indeed,i regretted rebeling against her in the past,anyway i LOVE you Ms See =D.Well after that,Xavier went home whereas i proceeded to the Charboh's house.She ended school early becuase she had an examination.I told her not to be late when picking me up from the MRT station.BUT nooooooooo! she still was late,like wth lar =X.After a 5 minutes walk,i finally reached the charboh's house.Hmm,her house is quite comfy and spacious lar and give me a very i-feel-comfortable-and-i-can-sleep kind of feeling and environment.((: . Well,we chatted and used the comp and etc etc,i shall not go into details.Hmm,after that,she went to Orchard to meet her friends,whereas i took the train back to Tampines and then proceeded home heh.So hmm yup,that's all for today lar,haha the charboh is damn funny lar haha,but really enjoyed her company lar=D.So yar shall update till here.((=

(PS:The charboh is getting more proud these days =X)

And another reminder,just to be nice because i experienced this before,to all those taking their Mother Tongue O level this coming monday,all the best and i'm sure you peeps will do well,just give it your best shot!so once again,all the best yar!=D

Especially to Sufiyan,Fuad and Firdaus who is retaking,good luck and all the best and i miss ya all alots ((:

bad

2006-05-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

Things have not been going smoothly for me lately.Its not studies because i'm currently school-less but school starts for me on june 12th where majority or almost all students are having their 1 month holiday break.What is bothering me is that,i have been quarreling with the charboh consecutively for 3 days in a row.I'm tired of all these quarrels because we are always quarreling over the same stuff over and over again.Charboh,when can you understand me?when will you stop raising your voice at me?...But you must be wondering when will i heed your advice and when will i ever listen to you am i right?I know what i am doing,i'm 17 years old not 7 years old,so can you please not worry.I don't want to always quarrel with you over the same old things,its very tiring and ridiculous and you know it,i hope now that everything is settled,you can be more assured and not let your imaginations run wild and you know what i mean.So,let's just compromise and prevent all these quarrels from happening ok?I promise i wont do things you do not like and vice versa.You are someone very close to me and you are someone i can't afford to lose and you know it.I'm sorry for making you angry,sorry for making you worried and sorry for arguing with you and being unreasonable and not understanding enough.I'm sorry for always not thinking before i speak,therefore hurting you in numerous ways.I'm really so so so sorry.Anyway,i shall learn how to control my temper so as to prevent you from flaring up again ok?((: i miss you my char boh =DDDDD

* PS:charboh ar charboh you are just so adobrable lar (= *

back from shanghai

2006-05-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back from Shanghai.And hmm even though its like the city area i still think tiongkok sucks lar.The shopping is not really that bad BUT the sight seeing on the 2nd day to Hang Zhou killed me.Its not that i'm making a big Hoo-Ha out of it but i really detest sight seeing and what i saw there were only nothing but people because its like so crowded.The culture in Shanghai is really different from that of Singapore.People there are very impatient,even when the traffic light just turns green from red and they will start honking at the car infront,how impatient is that?Hmm oh yes! and they are super good at spitting.KA PUI! (: I think they can spit like so far lar.From almost one end to the other haha.And in Shanghai,you wont expect them to apologise to you when they bump into you,because that's how the people there are.Imagine i got bumped into how many times.Sheesh!But overall Shanghai is not too bad BUT not that good either,the Sight seeing really killed me lar,my face was like so sulky for that whole day.But well,i'm glad i'm back in Singapore (: . Hmm yeah anyway went to church yesterday.I think now i'm kinda enjoying it,maybe perhaps i am not so negative towards christianity already not like last time.I think i changed quite alot for the better and its commendable ok! ((: Yup so anyways,i met the charboh again after church as usual.Haha she's so cute lar,i miss her so much ((: . Hmm we went to marina square to catch over the hedge and yar that show was super funny lar and what was even more funny were these 3 girls behind who kept laughing super loud.Ok,i'm not being a bitch or what but sometimes i was wondering were they trying to attract attention or was it really that funny?Because i myself who is normally quite a nonsensical person don't really find ALL the parts funny,whereas they kept laughing SUPER loud at every part and they are like somehow our age.I was kinda pissed yet find it hilarious lar,ironic isn't it?But my conclusion was they are trying to attract attention.I don't know why don't ask me but i think i'm quite sure about it. =D After that,we went to have dinner at pizza hut again.I swear i hate the char boh sometimes!She's always teasing me lar!Because she claims she has dining etiquette while i dont have! eh whatever lar hor! -.-''' hmm so yup,after that we talk quite a little before proceeding home.Haha i really enjoyed her company alot!So yar,that's about it and and to MONKIE,MEIYAN,CELINE,KUANLI,WINNIE!!!! I miss you all SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! meet up soon okay? (((: and yar lar i miss the CHAR BOH TOO LAR! i know you will be grinning away when you see this.But i put i miss you reluctantly ok! =X LOL! haha hmm thats about it lar. =D

Oh Yes, one more thing,to the char boh : I promise you i will keep my promise and i will not make you worry already.rest assure ok? ((:

off to shanghai soon ((:

2006-05-13T04:55:00.000-07:00

OK! while i'm blogging this,i'm off to shanghai in like 4+++ hours time since my flight is a midnight flight and is on SQ (YAYY!) ((: i'm feelling like the GAYIEST girl in the world (: Haha hmm well well,i'm so looking forward to this trip becuase i heard from my uncle that shanghai is having their great summer sales...W00t! Shanghai OOOH Shanghai here i come,haha wait for my arrivial manz =D.Hmm lets see i just got home from tampines mall with the char boh.OMG i swear she's so cute lar. Haha she was teaching me basic dining manners and how to cut a pizza(urgh,like whatever -.-) then we even went to catch "POSEIDON" hmm its a nice show but sadly ALMOST all die except for a few which i can count with my fingers lar because there were less then 10 survivors.But i think its fairly good,so yar peeps,when you have the time go catch that movie.Hmm we even took neoprints.I swear she's so adorable and as i'm typing this i'm looking at the wonderful neoprints =D.But before i met the char boh,i went to have lunch with xavier at genki sushi.Haha it was very fun lar we were crapping and laughing , then later the char boh met us and then fang came to collect something from me =D..then we were crapping and chatting a little.Even though it was just for a short period of time , but ahhh i miss those times manz..hmm the good-old-days! =D(PS: for those who think or have the idea that i might or am LESBIAN,sad to say i'm NOT!(:..well so i'm gonna update till here.Shall update again when i'm in Shanghai and i just wanna say i will miss all my friends and especially the CHAR BOH! ((:

And yeah 13th may is the day=DDDDDD

GAY!

2006-05-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so GAY recently!anyways,i got a new nokia 6280 yesterday!Thanks mum ((:,that 3G phone is particularly good becuase its very user friendly and people like me always go for easy to use stuff haha.Anyways,i'm going to go shanghai soon for SHOPPING! envy me people! =DDDD
I'm gonna miss the char boh and all my friends =DDDDDD
Ok lazy to update already =D

pondering

2006-05-10T00:58:00.000-07:00

Back to update yet again.Hmm quarrelled with the char boh last night.First quarrel i had with her.When i think back about what had happened yesterday,i can't help but laugh at how unreasonable i was and how ridiculous this situation was.
To me it was ridiculous because to me it was jus a small misunderstanding.But to her,it was not a ridiculous thing.I explained to her about what happened and yes,she claimed she accepted my explanation because it was vaild.Like DUH! of cause it is vaild.Knowing that i was gonna flare up she called and explained to me,but being the rude bitch i was,the moment she said hello i just went,"WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH YOU?" rude isn't it?but well,for those who know me well,when i get angry and flare up, i don't use my brain to think and i jus blow up like an unreasonable bitch.We talk and talked and i could felt that she was flaring up a little too,but she chose to talk things calmly to me.After much voicing out,i cooled down and everything was settled.Actually it was just a minor misunderstanding but because i blew up like nobody's busniess thus leading it to become more major as it seems.I know i'm being childish but i can't help it because this fiery temper had been with me for like 17 years and counting.GEEZ!i had better do something about it before the char boh cannot tolerate me anymore (: . I should really change this stinky temper lar if not no one will rest in peace,especially the char boh (((:

w00t

2006-05-08T04:07:00.000-07:00

I MISS THE CHAR BOH! (:

2 days of fun

2006-05-07T08:19:00.000-07:00

BOO! hmm i'm back to blog again,in case people say i don't blog and just leave my blog rotting haha.let's see what i've been doing for the past 2 days. (:

Sat (6th may 2006) : Went out with Limin to watch the movie "when the/a stranger calls".Hmm one word for this movie.LAME!.Seriously,its lame lar i don't know how to describe.Its suppose to be a suspense movie BUT it turned out to be a hilarious movie to me because the phone kept riniging which i think its totally super funny.After that,met the char boh (: at about 6pm?then we went to have dinner.After that limin went home and i went to watch mission impossible III with her.Haha i really enjoyed the char boh's company very much.Love her to bits (: Mission impossible III is quite a nice movie to begin with its action is like so cool lar haha.

Sun(7th may 2006):Went to church today and for the first time i enojyed and understood the whole thing?perhaps because i'm more sensible and am now willing to take in and not be so strong-headed.I believe its thanks to the char boh.Like what she said,because of my exposure to her (her good points,but i'm not boosting her ego though its a fact lar)therefore,i became more sensible.Thanks alot my char boh =D Haha after that went to plaza singapura to have lunch with celeste whereby after that char boh came down to meet me again and celeste went home =(.We then bought tickets to aqua marine at suntec eng wah cinema.At first i was happily walking around and also went to the arcade to play games.But when i reached coffee bean i realised my handphone was gone.Hmmm,well no point crying over spilled milk right?I mean i was super disappointed but not angry nor sad because its my fault for not taking care of my own stuff.So this shall be a lesson learnt,"always take care of your own belongings",and i shall remember this lesson for life and i won't take it for granted (: . Hmm,char boh was feeling kinda down too when she saw how disappointed i was.She even offered t o buy the same phone back for me and kept saying its her fault too.Well,my dear char boh its seriously not ur fault and that suggestion you pop earlier on was kinda sweet (: and i appreciate it.She tried cheering me up and it somehow worked ,so thanks alot, i can't imagine if i was alone,i will really feel so lost like what you said earlier on =D.We then proceed to watch the movie aquamarine and i think its quite hilarious but the guy was HOT!After that,we went to have dinner at pizza hut and we were debating on the topic on "breasts" whether guys' are identified/defined as boobs or chest.Hmm we debated quite logically but overall i still lost becuase she's a good debator lar and i lost willingly,but i didnt do that bad either haha.That's all for these 2 days lor,i really enjoyed my char boh's company alot.(PS: i don't know when will i see her again because i shall be going overseas soon so char boh,if you're reading this please take care of yourself because i will really miss you alot and you're the best char boh i ever had lar and i miss your company and jokes and craps alot so take care yar my dear sweetie =D)

argh

2006-05-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

Ahhh! finally,blogger seriously sometimes suck,and i really mean suck.You know why?they effing locked my blog for a couple of days as they CLAIMED i SPAM. Like hello? *knock knock*,it was like my first entry and they said i already spam.I mean its so not logical at all.Lets see what have i been doing for the pass few days,if my memory did not fail me i would be able to update almost all of the days,but i obviously would not go into details.
I went for a buffet on labour day (1st may) with my cousins.In fact,is all 20+++ of my relatives.Seriously,its been eons since i last saw a few of them and even my aunt could not even recognise me.I mean,eh i did not change that much what? X=..then guess what?i did not even dare to move around as whenever i stand up and take food my aunts and uncles will glare at me.I saw it with my OWN pair of EYES!Hmm..perhaps,they are shocked by my drastic weight loss =D,haha come to think of it, i think it was a waste to bring me for a buffet on that day because it wasnt cheap and yet i didnt ate so much.Thanks to the pairs of eyes looking at me.Haha but its ok,at least it helps me watch my diet right? =X
The next few days,i've been slacking at home with the television and my PSP entertaining me and i'm more then happy.I'm a HAPPY HAPPY GIRL =D.Oh and YES! next week i'm like going go Shanghai can?I'm like so GAY (=. Anyways i shall update again provided blogger don't go around locking people's blog for no damn reason like what they did to mine ..=D

first post

2006-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

Ironically,i decided to create a blog,don't ask me why,i just have the urge too.Ok, perhaps i might just slack and update halfway and then "POOF",i disappear just like that.But well,i shall try my best to update provided my lazy sickness doesnt act up again.
I can say things have been pretty smooth for me lately,i got almost what i wanted or i can say i got everything i wanted.I got my PSP like what i wanted,and i'm more then contented with what i have now.Sometimes,i don't know why but i always have this urge to tell my parents how grateful i am to them,but whenever i finally plucked up the courage to do it,i somehow changed my mind.Sometimes,i do argue with them,but seriously i'm really super grateful to them and therefore i will study super hard to get the results they expect from me (: .
All i can say is that,i slack during my O levels and i got 24 points for L1R4.Imagine my L1R5 then?i regretted not putting enough effort and thus this is what i called "you reap what you sow".Therefore i promised to study real hard and not slack anymore.
As for today,i caught the movie "The Wild" with Limin.It was pretty hilarious to me,but the people in the theatre were not laughing as much as i did,and i really wonder why.Perhaps,what i thought was funny was not funny to them though.After the movie,i walked pass Isetan and seriously it was in a total frenzy.With the "Crazy sales" going on,many singaporeans flock to the sales and therefore Tampines mall was crowded like anything even though it was a friday afternoon.Well,i mean typical singaporeans right?when there are sales going on,there would always be a crowd and i mean expected 'it?
Anyway,i shall update till here.Hopefully this blog will not die off because my previous attempts to create a blog always fail as i always update till halfway and after a while,i'm always gone with a blink of an eye just like that (: .

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