Back to update again,well these few days have been pretty ok but not really that ok.Let's see on sunday i went to church for service after whereby we went for the bowling gala thing at victor's superbowl.I enjoyed myself very much because it was very enjoyable.After that i went to suntec's pc exhibition but it was super crowded so i stepped in for like less then 5 minutes and out i go,after that caught a movie then yar went home already,shall not go into details.Wells,i've been thinking about something for a long time,i am wondering how am i gonna break this to her?how will she react?i'm so worried and stressed.Sometimes i feel that i took the wrong step into going into this.But since i chose this,i gotta walk this,but i feel very bad not telling her.It's like i am very guilty and sometimes i really regret taking this route very much but i had no choice since i decided to take the risk.I wonder whether will she get angry,sad,hurt?I mean i don't blame her if she really feels all these because it was my fault all along and i admit it,just hope that it would not be that bad as i thought it would be,but i am very sorry about this.Have been getting sleepless nights because of this and someother stuffs.Recently,unknown people been tagging my blog and i get private number calls from another unknown.SUPER CREEPY i must say,but well i don't care lar.I mean i am afraid but yet i am tired to bother about it.I think the problem of when to tell her is more important then the unknown people calling so yar i really hope everything will turn out fine.I just wanna say a big sorry to her and i am very remorseful about this.So yar shall update till here. =(
PS: to her i am really sorry but i have to tell you sooner or later,i really hope you will understand though and i don't blame you if you will hate me for it because afterall is my fault.But really,once again I AM SORRY =(
