Back to blog!
Many things happened,but yeah shall not brood over it, because things happen for a reason.Recently there were many ups and downs.I wanna dedicate this post to you i hope you really understand ok ?
To whom it maybe concernced,
Tried once, failed once. Tried twice failed twice. Tried thrice and as usual failed the third time. I am still not ready getting into one especially a long distance one.I don't believe in one,To me,a long distance relationship is one that as long as both parties are not in the same area and even if they were in the same country yet different parts,it is still considered LDR.I have my studies to priortise as i told you before and i can't let anything affect this.I know that you and me know what we are doing but my dear it is time to move on because i am really not ready to settle down yet and get committed at all.
As much as i love to see both of us together for you really gave me sweet memories and made me laugh like hell, but for the fact that we are so far apart,and you are always feeling insecure and i definitely will feel insecure too and also for the fact that i and you have our studies to concentrate on because without a proper education, we can't get a stable job.This is about being practical and realistical in society.So please do realise that this won't be fruitful.
I won't say that i do not have feelings for you at all,because right from the start you know where you stand even though i don't say it out and also because what you did have moved me alot and yes that every little action just made me feel so touched.If i continue this with you, i will just make you feel hurt more because i will become very bochup and in the end back to square one for i want my freedom and a no strings attached thing.
I'm only 18 my dear and you are 19, i dont wanna get tied down yet, i still wanna enjoy and do many things which i previously could not achieve and with all these, even if you were to come down to look for me, so what does it really change or should i say what will it change? will it make any difference? Sad to say no because of the determination of wanting to study and not getting tied down yet, and yeah i reckon i will have time for you,because i do not even have time for myself now.
Let's just sum it up that it is impossible between the both of us for now i wanna concentrate on my studies and i think you should do the same thing too, if we are meant to be together we will be ok my dear? But yeah to let you know that when we were together my feelings for you were real...take care and i hope you know what i am trying to say...(:
Because for now michelle just wants to enjoy and study and DANCE take care people and hopefully you understand what i'm trying to put across to you.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
To my mummy,
I now know you read my blog, then i shall say this for you said a blog is for everone to view and i as the blogger can blog what i want so i shall say this sincerely. I'm sorry for lying to you and i hope after today, the words said to each other will make us really understand each other better and not drift away from each other and i really mean it and i am the luckiest girl on earth to have you as my mother. I'm sorry for whatever i said, I love you mummy! (:
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Well back to update.Nothing much to say but life have really been damn good and yeah learing things which i was not able to do previously!! Life's so fullfillig now!! HAHA i prefer to upload pixs now then typing so yah shall show you some pictures if you like it continue to scroll if not just close it (:...up to u to decide!!! Some random pics + popo's bday tday (18/3/07)
Finally the little fat blob a.k.a vanessa saw food and decided to cut the cake with popo haha greedy cute girl!!
My niece vanessa, a walking and jumping time bomb :X
HAha vanessa with my brother,pointing at the food i guess.Haha !my brother gets on so well with the nieces!!well he's a guy after all and opposite always attract!! HAHAA
Some white egg thing stuff with red bean ..a kind of hot dessert, very sweet but it is nice!!!!!!
MY LAOPA!!
Me and my cousin!!<33333 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5043308334690007138" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6UgblglVG0qujqJzct6Co6TmSXrT8jZslVfRsNDXMUYDdFytQmWoE0p2Gc6boYxb5ScEeDaliKS7R2wUXbd12_rQj5y35I5Oud-XnMsp5XijfjWg49vXgRn1iGbvWSZbFrXFf/s320/18032007438.jpg" border="0"> The mango sago with pomelo and an icecream on top was my real love <3!!
My brother the young babe magnet feeding the small fat blob a.k.a vanessa haha so adorable
Taken yesterday haha i know i look dumb hahaha!(17/3/07)
HAHA!i know it id damn dark but wa testing out the new phone!
The greyscale effect is so grey man hahahhahaaha from the new phone!
The new phone's graphic is not bad lar hahahahahhaha at least still can see my face not bad liao :X
Taken today before i left, i know the pattern very ah lian but yeah i just wanna emphasize on my pretty EYES!!!!! (:
Last but not least a picture of my spastic face with my hair tied up ..and my beautiful collar bone!!! =X haha ok thats about it..
HAha hey people that's about it and life is really very good for me as you all can see so yeah shall upload again next time hope you enjoy the pictures and happy bithday once again POPO! love ya MUACK! (:
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
HELLO! yess i am back as promised! Well to summarize for the days i didn't blog,i only have to say is that i have been studying!Well many things happened during this long studying periods but yeah got over it and yeah it is kinda hilarious too! Well Busniess law was a killer, PMPM was ok and i was able to do it.
OK! had a dinner gathering at merchant court hotel yesterday located somewhere near boatquay!Bonding with the cousins and aunties and uncles!Miss them alot!and after that ________(fill in the blank! ^_^) the food was ok only hahahaha!Haha and atmosphere was great and BOAT QUAY WAS <333!!
Well,shall upload some pictures taken yesterday and the day before when i was out with the girls! LOVE EM and yeah ENJOY! (:
I LOVE MY COUSIN HAHAHA *SAY CHEESE* !(:
US AGAIN!! ACTING CUTE BUT WTH WE HAVE THE QUALITIES TO DO IT!
HAHA! MY EYE LOOKS LIKE THERE IS GLITTERY EYESHADOW! BUT THERE ISN'T!IT IS JUST THE LIGHTS I GUESS HAHA!! (: BOAT QUAY IS REALLY <3!>
PUBBING/CLUBBING ICONS?BOAT QUAY and CLARKE QUAY IS SUPER HAPPENING AND COLORFUL AT NIGHT! LOVE THE ATMOSPHERE!LOVE EVERYTHING (:
SERIOUSLY, WE LOVE EACH OTHER THAT'S WHY WE ARE COUSINS !!! HAHA =X
FROM LEFT TO RIGHT: (ME,AVRIL,DANNY AND MY BROTHER[GABRIEL]) Yeah i am short i know and YEAH I AM FAT LA =X
GIRLS' OUTING (2/3/07) I LOVE ALL OF EM + MYSELF!!! (=
FROM LEFT TO RIGHT : XAN,FANG AND YAN!!!!! I'm the cameraman! =X ok,WOMAN!
FULL LENGTH OF US AT ORCHARD MRT!:FROM LEFT:ME,YAN and FANG HAHA!
PRETTY GIRLS!(: LEFT to RIGHT : ME,XAN,FANG.PHOTOGRAPHER : CHAN AHPUI a.k.a YAN haha!
ME and MY COUSIN BEING LESBIANS or SHOULD I SAY WE ARE? HAHA ! XD
OK!THIS IS SUPER FUNNY! FANG USED MSN HANDWRITING TO DRAW THE ANIMAL VERSION OF F4 METEOR GARDEN!HAHA!
FROM LEFT:CELINE(OSTRICH),FANG(MONKEY),YAN(PIG) AND ME(CROWIE) -_-
HAHA THE 2ND VERSION OF METEOR GARDEN!REALLY SALUTE FANG FOR HER CREATIVITY!HAHA PS:OSTRICH'S HAIR SUPER BUSHY AND THICK AND BLACK !! haha!! =X
OK then shall end of with a post of my dong SNOOPY!!! SUPER RANDOM!!!
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I LOVE MY SNOOPY DOOBY DOOOOOOOOOO! =X
Well yeah, my life is pretty good yeah alot of things coming up i guess hahahahaha...well shall end off here do enjoy the photos and slowly look at them ! adios people !(:
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