Back back back!!! =D anyway i had my first term exams already and i find them pretty ok.Haha able to pass lar haha.Hmmm anyways,i started my new modules yesterday and i kinda enjoyed it.But,i did not go to school today and i wasn't sure about today's module's lecturer but heard frm xanthe and michelle that he is ok.So since these 2 crappy people says he is ok so he should be ok lar hoh.Haha,anyway me,ben,xanthe and xavier have a fetish of playing monopoly recently.HAHA remembered how we played that time and we tagged team and in the end xavier and xanthe lost haha and still owe us money leh! HAHA never mind,i am sure when me and xanthe tag we will definitely win the guys because,GIRLS RULES GUYS DROOL!! haha =X
Everyday i like no life lor go to school go to school go to school.Travel all the way from tampines to queensway 9am-12pm then go back already haha seriously no life lar but what to do.I did not do well for my O levels hence the torture of travelling to and fro =X haha but i will buck up for this time round lar.Haha as for xavier and xanthe,i really hope they will blossom but to my dear friend(xavier),please be more automatic a little bit because xanthe is already very auto and open already.If one day she decides to give up and her patience runs out,you only have yourself to blame,so please seize this oppurtunity and don't let it slip away if not you will regret lor seriously.
As for Benjamin,seriously you're a great guy but i sometimes really think you and me have not sort out our differences hence leading to all the quarrels we are facing.I don't know when it will ever end but don't know lar jus feeling kind of tired.Sometimes when we quarrel we will say things that we do not mean it.Sometimes i say things that hurt you most of the times but sometimes you yourself say things which hurt me too or sometimes very insulting,but i decide to shrug it all off because i will go like just forget it lar.But sometimes i don't know how long this can last.No doubt my parents ask me to cherish you but sometimes i just have this mixed feelings in me lar.I don't know lar,just feeling kind of frustrated and irritated that's all.You deserve a better girl because you're a great guy because i am too insenstive sometimes therefore i don't deserve you.The quarrels we go through is normally started off with me due to my anger getting all over me.It's my fault lar.We gone through so much together but i just feel very what lar.Hopefully alls will end well lar.I just wanna thank you for everything you did for me.(PS:we didn't end our relationship,just wanna thank him lar. )
And to my dearest bestie kuanli,you will be leaving real soon on August 17th.If you are reading this,i just wanna let you know i will definitely miss you alot and regardless on what programmes i have on that day i will DEFINITELY send you off even though i really don't want you to go canada =(.Hmm shall update till here lar.
(PS:I HAVE A SUDDEN CRAVING FOR CHCOLATE-COATED MARSHMALLOWS =D )
