So what if you are my parents?You have the right to say all these?You say what i don't have EQ because i don't know how to be automatic a bit?And that you are stress and tired because of the toilet's renovations and the aircon coincidentally broke down that make you all have more things to clean up at home?And so because of this,you are hot and tired and you want the aircon room?if you want just tell me,you need not beat around the bush
Seriously i had enough.Say what you want.Just because my boyfriend spents alot of time with me you say that my life revolve around my boyfriend?Oh please!you don't know what is the situation and scenario like.Sometimes when i wanna tell you things nicely you shrug it off as me arguing back at you when i merely wanted to tell you things nicely.Seriously,being lucky and fortunate is one thing,but being able to understand me is another.So what if i have good parents who can give me everything?Sad to say they can't even give me the most basic need,which is understanding.
When you say things like,"i give you money $500 leh per month!" i mean true enough i am fortunate,but what's the point of giving me all these?When you all good mood you treat people damn good,bad mood then vent on me,just because kor is not at home?Please lar mummy and daddy,you say the most crudest things in the whole world.My dad even say "don't make me welcome him until become unwelcome." like WTH?seriously lar too hell with it.My mum even say i am very defensive of him until like they are in another world and that they never see me being defensive for em like this.I am like come on lar,no one talk bad about you,defend what?You say things about ben say until like what?He has his ego also u know.1 or 2 times i still can keep quiet, more then 2 times obviously i have to stand up for him mah.Say things ,you have to use your brain one leh.Just because of renovations,you are frustrated and then vent it on me?I'm not your toy,i'm your daughter.
Sometimes i wonder,if not talking much to you all can resolve things and make this place a better place to live in , then so be it i won't talk much to you guys from now on.Not that i wanna protest or what but when you say things to people,do you know that it is very hurting?For 17 years ++++ i have been tolerating all these,people will say " aiyah 17 years already,get used to it lar hor." true enough,but its like today's words they say are super hurting until it made me shed tears like hell.Seriously today,they made me realise that they only potray me as one thing,money grabber.I am super disappointed in them lar.Well there's still alot lar but shall not say more.Till then....
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